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About Me.


Name: Kok XuanEr
Birthday: 15/04/93
School: SwissCottageSecondary

Favorites: Psychology, Thinking, Reflections, Listening to songs, Silence, Recognitions, Encouragements
Loves: Coffee, Tea, Chocolates, Family, 4E2'09, LasTuRoex
Hates: This surreal world of mine.

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Links.

LasTuRoex

Marion
JaiChyi
ZhiHui
Marcus
Veronica

4E2'09

Desmond
ZhenYu
ZhengHuan
Kenny
HuangKai
Nicholas
LewYu
GahWai
ZiYong
Samuel
WeiJie
Daryl
Terence

SwissFalcon

Daniel
Farah
HanJie
LoonRong
JinWei
Clement
Lyndon
Eric
Aisyah
AwSiong
Jovian
Wynona
KuanYiou
Zack
WeeNee

Music.


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


archives
October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009

Wednesday, November 5, 2008
am i thinking too much? @ 8:16 PM
Today no bridging so i woke up slightly later. Went to have breakfast with my mom and went to cut my hair. Ok the haircut turns out quite ok, compared to my previous 1. Went home, played dota with ggw and lost of course. Still waiting for Hitman Reborn! 106, hopes it comes out soon. Upgrade the firmware of my psp to 4.01m33 and have a new theme. Did some homework. That's all for today ):

Shinkirou- Loveholic

Tell me the secrets of the dream
About the sorrows that I’ll come across
I must yearn for mercy
Your pained appearance and my greeting too
A gaze that was shut as if tired;
I don’t wish for anything more
The sickened promise has rotted and is hidden; I never knew…

The dream that cannot be turned back
My memories that become dim
My pain became dull and my heart is broken
My burnt soul is simply a cooled mountain of ash
My tears are filled with pain, ha…

So tell me… tell me… the reason why…
How can you do this to me…
You break my heart…
And you make me cry…

So tell me… tell me… the reason why…
How can you do this to me…
You break my heart…
And you make me cry…

In the expressionless, final moonlight
Covered in muddied excuses
The warmth that embraced you
Vanished without a trace; You’ll never know…

Within the endless pain
There’s the belated regret that was left behind
And the flower of love that disappears meaninglessly…

So tell me… tell me… the reason why…
How can you do this to me…
You break my heart…
And you make me cry…

So tell me… tell me… the reason why…
How can you do this to me…
You break my heart…
And you make me cry…

So tell me… tell me… the reason why…
How can you do this to me…
You break my heart…
And you make me cry…

So tell me… tell me… the reason why…
How can you do this to me…
You break my heart…
And you make me cry…


*once again this has nothing to do with me and btw this is the english translation.

Thanks to yesterday's incident, I realised how much of a pest you can actually be. I am really annoyed by your action and therefore I'm not gonna side you anymore. Thanks for ruining my night yesterday.

To those whom I shared the story with you yesterday, you guys should know whom i'm addressing to.

Trying my best not to think of you, at least just for today. Giving myself a break...