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About Me.


Name: Kok XuanEr
Birthday: 15/04/93
School: SwissCottageSecondary

Favorites: Psychology, Thinking, Reflections, Listening to songs, Silence, Recognitions, Encouragements
Loves: Coffee, Tea, Chocolates, Family, 4E2'09, LasTuRoex
Hates: This surreal world of mine.

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LasTuRoex

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JaiChyi
ZhiHui
Marcus
Veronica

4E2'09

Desmond
ZhenYu
ZhengHuan
Kenny
HuangKai
Nicholas
LewYu
GahWai
ZiYong
Samuel
WeiJie
Daryl
Terence

SwissFalcon

Daniel
Farah
HanJie
LoonRong
JinWei
Clement
Lyndon
Eric
Aisyah
AwSiong
Jovian
Wynona
KuanYiou
Zack
WeeNee

Music.


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Sunday, May 31, 2009
내 머리가 나빠서.. @ 12:38 AM

Addicted to the song.. GAWD! D:
바래도 다시 바래도
니가 너무 보고싶은 날엔
너무 견디기 힘든 날에는
너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아
혼자 다시 또 crying for you
니가 너무 생각나는 날엔
가슴 시리고 슬픈 날에는
니가 보고싶다 입가에 맴돌아
혼자 다시 또 crying for you
혼자 다시 또 missing for you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you
OMG! EMO!~ ):

More translations..

只因為我太傻
除你之外什麼都不知道
眼裡只有他的你
根本就不懂我的心意吧

你的一天一天裡没有我的存在
連回憶都不曾有過
而固執地只看你的我
却常常流下眼淚

我來说 看著你的背影都是幸福
你终究是不了解我的心意
匆匆地擦身而過

瘋狂想你的時候
苦苦支撑的時候
我愛你的話就在嘴邊
却依然獨自一人crying for you
依然獨自一人missing for you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

你的一天一天裡没有我的存在
連回憶也不曾有
而固執地只著你的我
却在獨自编織著美好的回憶

對我來說 愛情就像美麗的傷口
看著你甜美的微笑
我却不能陪你一起

腦海裡不斷浮現你的身影的時候
胸口冰凉悲痛的時候
思念你的說就在嘴邊
却依然獨自一人crying for you
依然獨自一人missing for you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

Bye bye never say goodbye
即使把握不住你
I need you 什麼話都說不出口
I want you 只能一遍遍地祈願

想你的時候
苦苦支撑的時候
我愛你的話就在嘴邊
却依然獨自一人crying for you

腦海裡不斷浮現你的身影的時候
胸口冰凉悲痛的時候
思念你的話就在嘴邊
却依然獨自一人crying for you
依然獨自一人missing for you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

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Saturday, May 30, 2009
내 머리가 나빠서- SS501 @ 2:30 AM

내 머리가 나빠서
SS501
꽃보다 남자 OST

내 머리는 너무나 나빠서
너 하나밖에 난 모르고
다른 사람을 보고있는 넌
이런 내 마음도 모르겠지
너의 하루에 나란 없겠지
또 추억조차 없겠지만
너만 바라만 보고있는 난
자꾸 눈물이 흐르고있어
너의 뒷 모습을
보는것도 난 행복이야
아직 나의 마음을 몰라도
끝내 스치듯이 가도

CHORUS:
니가 너무 보고싶은 날엔
너무 견디기 힘든 날에는
너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아
혼자 다시 또 crying for you
혼자 다시 또 missing for you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you
너의 하루에 난 없겠지
또 기억조차 없겠지만
너만 바라만 보고있는 나
혼자 추억을 만들고 있어
내겐 사랑이란 아름다운 상처같아
너의 예쁜 미소를 보아도
함께 난 웃지도 못해

CHORUS:
니가 너무 생각나는 날엔
가슴 시리고 슬픈 날에는
니가 보고싶다 입가에 맴돌아
혼자 다시 또 crying for you
혼자 다시 또 missing for you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you

Bye bye never say good bye
이렇게 잡지 못하지만
I need you
아무 말도 못해 I want you
바래도 다시 바래도
니가 너무 보고싶은 날엔
너무 견디기 힘든 날에는
너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아
혼자 다시 또 crying for you
니가 너무 생각나는 날엔
가슴 시리고 슬픈 날에는
니가 보고싶다 입가에 맴돌아
혼자 다시 또 crying for you
혼자 다시 또 missing for you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you


Translation

Because I am a fool
The only thing I think about is you
But I know that you are thinking about somebody else
And you probably don’t even know my heart

I probably don’t exist in your daily life
And I’m sure you have no thoughts of me
But for me, I spend my days thinking about you
And my tears still fall

Just looking at your retreating figure
Is happiness to me
Even if you don’t know my feelings
Even if you simply brush me aside

In those days when I desperately want to see you
Those days that are so hard to bear
My mouth wordlessly repeats “I love you”
And all alone I cry for you again
And all alone I’m missing you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you

I probably don’t exist in your daily life
And I’m sure you have no memories of me
But for me, I spend my days thinking about you
And create my own memories

For me
Love is a beautiful scar
Even when I see your beautiful smile
I cannot smile with you

In those days when all I think about is you
Those days when my heart is cold and sad
My mouth wordlessly repeats “I want to see you”
And all alone I cry for you again
And all alone I’m missing you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you

Bye bye never say good bye
Even though I can never have you
I need you
I can’t say a word, I want you
I plead and again I plead

In those days when I desperately want to see you
Those days that are so hard to bear
My mouth wordlessly repeats “I love you”
And all alone I cry for you again

In those days when all I think about is you
Those days when my heart is cold and sad
My mouth wordlessly repeats “I want to see you”
And all alone I cry for you again
And all alone I’m missing you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you

Wow.. Ending song for 花樣男子.. SAD DAO BAO! D: But then.. SUPER NICE!~~

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Thursday, May 28, 2009
- @ 10:21 PM


OMG! SUPER DRAMA BUT NICE! D:

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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
bla bla bla.. @ 6:22 PM
Really dunno what to blog.. Nothing to say? End of intensive.. Stupid intensive..

I always tell myself not to assume.. That's what someone taught me not too long ago..

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Sunday, May 24, 2009
周定緯- 遠在身邊 @ 9:13 PM


周定緯- 遠在身邊

作词:藍小邪 作曲:鴉片丹

不是每只船 都不怕流浪的孤單
可是它們仍揚起帆 因為心中 有個彼岸
也許有些路 註定要一個人走完
所以背包總是塞滿 你所有溫暖 很暖

原來妳一直在我身邊
不管距離多麼遙遠
就算烏雲在眼睛裡不散 妳的笑容讓我燦爛

原來妳就在我的身邊
不管時間怎麼疏遠
所以就算我飛上了雲端
只要想像妳住在我心裡 我就心安

不是每片葉 都不怕墜落的遺憾
可是他們仍然飛翔 因為身後 樹的期盼
也許有些夢 做起來才知道很難
可是一想到為了妳 眼睛就不會 流汗

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Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Sigh.. @ 12:43 AM
自私的我又跑出来了。真讨厌这样的自己。不知道自己在做什么,也不知道自己在讲什么,想什么。废话一大堆。对不起。

把心冰封起来,晚一点在再打开。这样的天天胡思乱想,天天说废话也
不是办法,对吧?

走一步算一步吧。

独奏曲,我会回来找你的。


Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Angels And Demons.. @ 5:28 PM
Angels and Demons with GuoWei, HanJie and ChangFeng @Vivo today..

眼神,聲音,這些渺小及不起眼的舉動,都代表這你和一個人的聯系.

一個被遺棄的人, 難免渴望這種聯系. 這簡單的舉動, 足以證明那一個人的存在. 內心空虛時, 什麽話都說得出來. 無論是老掉牙的台詞, 都帶著一個孤獨的人空虛的心情. 我不能否定我此刻的這種心情, 也不想否定. 看來, 這個微薄的聯系真的是遙不可及.

博客對我的定義是抒發情緒. 但,我已找不到擁有博客的意義.

獨奏曲, 暫時不理你了.

[/edit@1046pm] I'll be back..

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爱? @ 2:00 AM
WOW! My sis is attached again! Congratz congratz.. Finally someone good has walked into her life.. It's been a bad April for her since she broke off with her ex but this new guy came along as a blessing.. All the best sis!

今夜的搞分为两份。把心事丢进了草稿。很多话想说,但能说吗?

遥不可及?我只想听你再叫我的名字。

我是怎么的,废话老是一大堆。

Gawd.. OCD is still haunting me even till this very day.. Damn this is scary..


[/edit]New Blogskin @2.56am

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Monday, May 18, 2009
半情歌.. @ 11:42 AM
元若蓝 - 半情歌(偶像剧《命中注定我爱你》插曲)
作词:陈静楠
作曲:方文良
编曲:吴俊毅

花 接受凋零 风 接受追寻
心的伤还有一些不要紧
我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧 唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了
伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱着 一半的歌

你将会被谁抱紧 唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天 有多快乐 不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱着 一半的歌

我的明天 快不快乐 都是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了 伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福 一半甜的 一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的 总是未完成的
另一半的歌


还记得, 那时是你给我听这首歌..

OMG! I've turned my mom into an addict! D:

你的快乐,会回来的..

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Sunday, May 17, 2009
ehh?! @ 1:00 AM
一個月了..

一個月前的簡訊還在手機裏, 字幕還不斷的在腦裏浮現著..

說這麽多幹嘛? 睡了睡了!

早已失魂落魄, 不補眠真的會死哦! ==

說實在的, 失魂落魄是因逃避才會形成. 逃避沒有半點意義. 相反的, 現在的我, 回到原點, 重新認識了最初的感動.

別想那麽多是唯一的途徑.

晚安! 加油加油!

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Saturday, May 16, 2009
Mirrors.. @ 11:44 PM
LasTuRoex movie trip to WenYee's place today~~

Mirrors? Eww.. Disgusted.. According to ZhiHui, the story is INSPIRED by a TRUE story.. Gawd..

Ever wondered who's the person in the mirror when you look at one?
Hey! Who the fug are you? Do I know you?"

Shhh...

人生中的導航系統, 你在哪裏? 大家都非常需要你, 因為人非聖賢, 管你是堅強或脆弱, 大家都需要導航.

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Friday, May 15, 2009
Runaway.. @ 11:33 PM
Today is the last day of exams.. Dying bah.. 3days sleep the hours can use both hand count.. Glad it's over..

Ps a lot of people.. Sry people for not going for soccer.. Sry ZhenYu nvr pei u to creative..

Instead of joy, emptiness is way more significant.. Went into my cave for a moment.. Glad i'm out..

Homed, head to ZhenYu's place.. Thanks auntie!

Homed, tuition with LasTuRoeX.. Enjoyed myself haha..

Homed, dinnered.. Yay new clothes rack.. Cool~~

第三個星期又第五天, 我不得不習慣一個人生活.

Numbing and occupying myself with 命中注定我愛你~~

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Thursday, May 14, 2009
累了 交困里努力清醒著 也照慣例想你了.. @ 5:59 PM
The final push, chemistry papers tomorrow..

Save the thoughts for tomorrow..

林宥嘉 - 神秘嘉宾
作词:陈信延
作曲:郑楠
专辑:神秘嘉宾

我踩着梦的阶梯
走进了 一座迷雾森林
谁的心事 被天使窃听/span>
泛起涟漪

时间它帮我设计 下一秒
谁是神秘嘉宾
小心翼翼 揭开了面具
掌声鼓励

谁闯进我的场地 谁让我措手不及
我早就预备的剧情 你却给我一笔
狡猾地 致命地正中我红心

我跟谁变得亲密 谁逐渐离我远去
华丽演出共襄盛举 唯有你的背影
友情客串却留下刻骨铭心的回忆

你按了我的门铃 我终於
从呵欠中苏醒
紧张兮兮 对你说一句
欢迎光临

全场观众都离席 剩下我
还在原地寻觅
耳边听着 谢幕的歌曲
走不出去

谁闯进我的场地 谁让我措手不及
我早就预备的剧情 你却给我一笔
狡猾地 致命地正中我红心

我跟谁变得亲密 谁逐渐离我远去
华丽演出共襄盛举 唯有你的背影
友情客串却留下刻骨铭心的回忆

我搬到谁的隔壁 谁成了我的邻居
鸣谢生命有你参与 笑纳我的邀请
曲终人散却写下不会结束 的结局


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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
讓我照顧你.. @ 11:32 PM
Quote..
The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved.
Mother Teresa of Calcutta
Came across this quote while I was surfing the net.. Hmm, makes sense..

Today had emath paper, didn't manage to finish the graph.. Had mother tongue paper too.. Bloody difficult.. 1 compre qn nvr do.. Sigh..

After paper walked with Sam, WeiJie, GahWai, AhKai, LoonRong and GuoWei.. Ah Kai went cut hair while Sam and WeiJie went shakery to buy drinks.. The rest went home.. Tagged along and accompanied the 2 to take their bus back at cdans area.. WeiJie was looking at this girl lol.. ==

Walked around then homed.. Didn't really feel like doing anything..

A War to be fought tomorrow.. AMath and POA.. Exams ending soon.. Gonna be able to have more time and space to do some thinking.. Finally..

Venus..

讓我照顧你- 張芸京

作詞:陳忠義 作曲:陳忠義

你一個人失了魂 清晨哭到夜深 不要別人問
我不出聲一直等 聽你說你心疼 當時好傻好天真
如果可以我願意 這樣陪你到永恆

讓我照顧你 面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己
像一個孩子 躺在我懷裡

讓我照顧你 在這荒蕪世界里
就算有新的劇情
在明天等著你 然而在你最需要的此刻 請讓我輕撫你

總有一天會有人 一個懂你的人 讓你從此不心疼
如果可以我願意 這樣陪你到永恆

讓我照顧你 面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己
像一個孩子 躺在我懷裡

讓我照顧你 在這荒蕪世界裡
就算有新的劇情 在明天等著你
然而在你最需要的此刻
請讓我照顧你

你看破了虛偽 揭穿愛的假面
後悔曾經為他 付出一切
我會在你身邊 當你傷心欲絕 不奢望你 湧然泉源
讓我照顧你 面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己
像一個孩子 躺在我懷裡

讓我照顧你 在這荒蕪世界裡
就算有新的劇情 在明天等著你
當你對這世界失去信任
請讓我照顧妳

Even till this day I won't really notice 張芸京 is actually a female.. ==


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Mixed feelings.. @ 12:27 AM
Desperate? Yep.. I am desperate..

We need others. We need others to love and we need to be loved by them. There is no doubt that without it, we too, like the infant left alone, would cease to grow, cease to develop, choose madness and even death.

Leo F. Buscaglia

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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
bleh headache.. @ 1:15 PM
Yesterday was retarded.. Renovation of my humble home.. My dad wanted to change the window planes.. (AFTER close to 25years?) 3 friendly and funny contractors came.. 2 uncle and 1 malay race de foreign worker.. Haha see them work together quite enjoyable.. Volunteered to buy drinks for them, at the expense of my lunch.. Walked to Shop&Save then rain == Sigh.. Nonetheless I managed to deliver the LemonTea and GreenTea home..

My dad also wanted to change the rubbish chute thingy.. This is pure retarded.. The contractor came without any tools (in hokkien is called 家私), but came up with a China woman == Don't want comment further..

I love the windows lol.. Ppl cannot peep in and you cannot look outside.. Suitable for a loner lyk me? D: Went down shopping on several occasions, to buy sponge and become coffeeboy.. Just realised that my memory is cmi.. The only way to order the stuffs is to call and verbally say out the orders to the sales assistant.. Sigh..

Cleaning up was GAY.. Did most of the cleaning with my dad.. He fell down when mopping the floor.. Sigh old oredi.. ): Now my bedsheet still need change cause all filled with rock particles.. Need clean up the room ltr.. Spent the whole night cleaning and guess wad? I started revising at 2200.. ==

Today had examinations in the hall.. Kind of nervous though.. Tried to focus though today felt kind of distracted.. Emaths was alright.. Made careless mistakes as usual.. "How many more days?" and my final answer I wrote how many days needed.. Damn retarded..

History was a goner.. Hated myself for lousy time management.. 1 SBQ qn haven't finish, conclusion for my first SEQ qn haven't write.. Zzz.. Paper was bloody tricky with Judgement questions appearing like statement questions and statement questions appearing like factor questions..

Walk to the traffic light there with the regulars, turned in and got turned off by bubble tea (that's my initial rationale of walking to Gombak) thanks to LoonRong telling me that 1 serving of bubble tea = the calories of 6bowls of rice.. Homed with 2packs of tehpeng, LOL wad's the diff?

呼吸很輕 寂寞很深 世界只剩 漸漸變弱的雨聲
2人 沉默著 ..

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Monday, May 11, 2009
勇气.. @ 1:47 AM
游喧 - 不想睡

作词:游喧
作曲:游正彦 (Masa)

还好吗 问自己 无声的自言自语
打开了 电视机 打破了安静
重播着 旧电影 没有了惊喜的剧情
相同的 独角戏 失眠的情绪

又一夜 不想睡 想说的爱太乏味
不够煽情的情歌自依偎 能感动到谁
还不累 不想睡 也不要谁来陪
太过于 又记得 回忆纷绪要沉淀

黑夜的 过渡期 点根烟抽太矫情
缓慢的 深呼吸 换一声叹气
无所谓 坏天气 曾差了点歇斯底里
顺从着 闭眼睛 依然是清醒


又一夜, 不想睡.

想看一部电影, 不知怎么的选了爱到底, 但没勇气看下去..

不早了, 我想我还是别想这么多, 该睡了.

第三个星期又一天, 我在伤心网 投了我第一个搞.

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Sunday, May 10, 2009
craps.. @ 8:26 PM
三个星期过后的这一天, 连陪在你身边, 我也做不到.

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Saturday, May 9, 2009
命运.. @ 10:40 PM
Haha.. The chinese oral passage really left an impression on me.. Pretty interesting and inspirational..

Could roughly draft out.. The passage was about 2men having a casual chat..

Man A, "你相信世界上有命运这个东西吗?"
Man B, "当然啊!"
Man A, "那么, 既然命运是命中注定, 我们去争取还有什么意义呢?"

Man B didn't give a direct answer but started reading the palms of Man A and explains to him the lines on the palm and their significance. After that, he wanted Man A to clench his fist.

Man B,"现在,你的命运线在那里呢?"
Man A,"它在我的手上啊.."

Apparently, Man A learnt an important lesson. Fate is always in our hands. The life is ours and we are the one to decide fate, and not letting it control us. Fate is always controlled by us. If one has the determination and will power, nothing cannot be achieve. Like some always say, "IMPOSSIBLE", if we were to break the word, it would be "IM-POSSIBLE". Therefore, nothing is impossible. A lesson learnt, if we were to let fate decide us and not the other way round, we will be walking in circles in our lives and NOTHING will be possible.

LOL INTERESTING RIGHT! The conclusion ownself add de haha..

*This has nothing to do with my life lol.. Just feel like sharing..

Craps..
Exams are distractions that obstructs our lives. Though apparently they are a neccessity, who love exams? 它扰乱了大家的生活顺序, 令大家逼近了崩溃的边缘. 它夺取了让我自由思考的空间和时间, 令我有种窒息的感觉. 煩上加煩啊!
MIDYEAR~~ GO AND DIE PLEASE! ==

LasTuRoex badminton trip today.. FUN! ^^

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Thursday, May 7, 2009
Debacle.. @ 6:50 PM
Nearly went mad yesterday.. Curse physics ==

Studied till 1, woke up at 0230 and wanted to continue.. Shut down my com and fell asleep == Woke up at 0500 lyk waking up from a nightmare lidat.. Zzz I hate this kind of life.. Couldn't feel my hand when I woke up.. It's lyk dangling there and I wondered what's that.. After that, "Ohh.. That's my hand.."

Focused on physics and didn't really revise my maths.. Upon seeing the paper, I blanked out ==

Praying hard that my physics will pass, making the sacrifice worthwhile.. Meanwhile, chionging for paper 2.. Only paper 2 can save me now.. Squeezing 3papers in 1 day is really pure madness..

Gonna rejuvenate for today.. After tmr's oral gonna go back to mugging..

Ever wondered what to do when you really have a lot of free time and don't feel lyk doing anything?

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Wednesday, May 6, 2009
a wish.. @ 4:33 PM
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*Been rather stressed up lately so kind of thinking of nonsense.. Thoughts wasn't meant to be that.. Sigh.. MID YEAR GO DIE LA ==

A simple wish? I just have an urge to stay and do something for the person I love.. Even though statistics show that my involvement will be negative, I wonder why is that desire so strong.

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i'm not being rational here.. @ 12:52 AM
Mistakes upgraded to experience.. Despite all factors, my decision will stay.. Love is never a cheap word. Be it what's gonna happen in the future, I believe you know the type of person I am.

Leann Rimes- I need you

I don't need a lot of things
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You're my only reason
You're my only truth

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you

You're the hope that moves me
To courage again
You're the love that rescues me
When the cold winds rage
And it's so amazing
'Cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now
'Cause you've brought me too far

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
Oh,Yes I do

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
Oh,Yes I do
I need you

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Tuesday, May 5, 2009
mistakes.. @ 11:37 PM
God.. I'm drained..

Today woke up @ 0430 to study? Only had 4hrs of sleep and totally relied on caffeine.. Sigh.. Damn hate this.. Had SS exam in the morning.. Didn't finish my 2nd SEQ's conclusion but I guess the paper should be alright.. Head to Lot1 for breakfast as we had a lot of time before the next paper.. Ate at KFC.. Dang missing the porridge now.. Head to Terence's house to revise for a while.. Love his piano lol.. Nice.. Head back to school and had POA exam.. Sigh gonner.. ZiYong literally skipped the paper? Asyraf literally skipped school I suppose.. After that stayed back for maths remedial.. Since it's not compulsory, you can count the number of participants using your fingers.. Cannot take it any longer.. Dying.. Intended to head home but roam around aimlessly instead.. Haha saw MsSoh at the tuition centre there.. She was about to start lesson though.. Homed, rest and head for tuition..

Tuition was worst.. Nearly died.. Felt so lethargic and my eyes were tearing? They were so heavy that I had to rub them to give them a massage.. Did some worksheets then bused home with LasTuRoex~~

人非圣贤,谁能无过?
People do make mistakes in life.. However, some mistakes aren't meant to be forgiven..

Are they even worth mentioning?

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ignorance? @ 12:11 AM
While some may feel that ignorance is a bliss, I would rather face them.. Wad's happening? Why do things appear to be more and more complicated? Doubts and answers.. Will I be able to find all of you?

Quotes..

"每一個人 是另一個人的景色 在寂寞的時候 什麼比愛更赤裸裸?"

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Sunday, May 3, 2009
i really wanna become a listener.. @ 9:00 PM
很多话想说,很多真情想表达.. 是否感觉过如此的渴望,彷徨和无助? 我终于了解了心有余力不足的含义..

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第89鍵 我彈不到的音階.. @ 12:00 AM
一转眼两个星期过去了..

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Saturday, May 2, 2009
wow it's the 2nd again.. @ 11:40 PM
Guess wad? As stated in the title, it's the 2nd again..

Morning woke up shivering, thanks to the stupid aircon.. Drank coffee and venture to the MRT station.. Saw KaiJie at the bus stop.. Went to top up my card and returned to the bus stop when JaiChyi appeared.. Took bus and saw 3 more LasTuRoex mates.. Yepp, venture to the tuition centre together.. Can see cher quite pissed wor, all late.. Did maths questions and had formula test.. During that 1/2hr break, went to buy the nuggets sweet thingy and drank milk tea.. Time for Amath after Lewis left.. Gotta say sry to GahWai coz didnt talk to him throughout the tuition.. Ps ar..

After that ZhiHui wanna go Queensway get shoes so everyone tagged along.. Bused there.. Upon reaching went to eat curry chicken.. LOL JaiChyi cannot eat spicy stuffs.. Shared my share with him and expose him to the world of curry lol.. Nice la but quite unhealthy so cannot eat too much.. Drank Lavender Milk Tea.. First time trying, quite nice.. Walked around, noticed many nice shirts but no money buy.. Maybe find 1 day drag my mom down haha.. After he bought his shoes, bused homed.. The rest went badminton I think.. I didn't tagged along coz I needed some space.. Sry ar.. Dinner with parents after mom released from work.. Haha I love bah kut teh!

*LasTuRoex rox my world! Thanks for everything.. JaiChyi, u fold de aeroplane I still keep wor.. Thanks for your concern..

I wanna voice myself out..

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Friday, May 1, 2009
Mars and Venus.. @ 2:21 PM
When the venusian is ready, the martian will appear..

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又一个寂寞的夜晚.. @ 12:45 AM

潘玮柏 - 无重力

画面不动了 情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因 让时间停了
电梯不动了 爱也停止了
可是坠入的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单 飘浮着
无重力腾空
慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛
飘荡的心 却摔得更重了
我爱你 你爱我
是不是 还不够
我不懂 为什么
付出的 全落空
粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手
还能抓住什么
我爱你 你爱我
算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默
没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落
最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我
撑到最后
画面不动了
情歌不唱了
爱情的重播键明明一直按着
什么原因 让时间停了
电梯不动了 爱也停止了
可是坠入的感觉怎么还在呢
热闹的街道还在狂欢着
为何我却孤单 飘浮着
无重力腾空
慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞
没知觉的伤痛
飘荡在半空的心 越挣扎却摔得更重
我爱你 你爱我
是不是 还不够
我不懂 为什么
付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落
粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手
还能抓住什么
我爱你 你爱我
算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默
没声音的嘶吼
最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我
撑到最后
我爱你 你爱我
是不是 还不够
我不懂 为什么
付出的全落空
无重力 爱坠落
粉身碎骨的我
不受控制的手
还能抓住什么
我爱你 你爱我
算不算 是承诺
全世界 都沉默
没声音的嘶吼
无重力 爱坠落
最缓慢的折磨
只剩遍体鳞伤的我
撑到最后



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