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About Me.


Name: Kok XuanEr
Birthday: 15/04/93
School: SwissCottageSecondary

Favorites: Psychology, Thinking, Reflections, Listening to songs, Silence, Recognitions, Encouragements
Loves: Coffee, Tea, Chocolates, Family, 4E2'09, LasTuRoex
Hates: This surreal world of mine.

TagBox

Links.

LasTuRoex

Marion
JaiChyi
ZhiHui
Marcus
Veronica

4E2'09

Desmond
ZhenYu
ZhengHuan
Kenny
HuangKai
Nicholas
LewYu
GahWai
ZiYong
Samuel
WeiJie
Daryl
Terence

SwissFalcon

Daniel
Farah
HanJie
LoonRong
JinWei
Clement
Lyndon
Eric
Aisyah
AwSiong
Jovian
Wynona
KuanYiou
Zack
WeeNee

Music.


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


archives
October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009

Wednesday, December 31, 2008
thoughts... @ 12:23 AM
Now after 12 le... So I shld say i'm blogging about tuesday :)

Tuesday

Woke up, blur blur went to sch at 0900 for council mtg... Wad a complete waste of time lol. Some joker dun wanna give us the field, thus creating so much problem. (Y dun juz fukin gif us so there won't be any prob?) Continued with Scouts mtg with the ALs. The den is in a complete mess. So god damn dusty (It's way worst than my rm). Talk about some stuffs which I cannot share here. Went for lunch, talk about some stuffs, then went home. Reach hme feeling 1/2 dead coz too tired. Went for tuition, after tuition listen to Mr Lim's talk. Mr Lim is seriously damn nice lol. While he talking about ZhiHui's stuff, I reflect on myself as well (Sometimes I'm really an asshole towards my parents lol). Bused home, watched tv as usual. Tmr morning going out with parents sia... Bet I cannot wake up de LOL. (who on earth go service their vehicle at 0800?!)

It's official. After eating a fish at 0000, I have fish phobia ):

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Wednesday

Woke up lo... half dead... (slept at 0200 woke up at 0700). Reached the service centre at Pandan Gardens area at 0800++ thanks to traffic jam... Went for breakfast then walked around the ulu estate... Went back to the lounge to rot and wait... Left the place at 1030. Went back to Bukit Batok area to do some inspection at the Vicom thingy (dunno spell correct a nt) and paid the road tax. These stuffs is beneficial for me if I were to own a car when I grow up. Went to Bugis, followed my mom to buy bra LOL! Lunched at Sim Lim Sq, see all de lappy so damn gek. Went home, feeling very very sleepy. Sian I want go the countdown but my parents dun let. Although I find them a little overprotective, it's still for my own gd so I shall nt comment much.

Reflections on year 2008

In terms of academic, I shld say I improved a little in terms of work attitude.
In terms of CCA, still learning how to become a better leader.
In terms of relationships with ppl, made new friends, more or less improved.
In terms of myself, didn't really make wise decisions, expect things to move on by itself, too dependent on feelings and sometimes too rational, think too much at times, do stupid and meaningless stuffs, made decisions which is gd.

Resolutions for year 2009

I hope I can achieve my targeted grades and results
I hope I can lose weight lol
I hope I can cling on to the decision I made during 2008
I hope I can always stay happy
I hope I can continue to be myself
I hope I can be calmer and think wisely
I hope I can be less shy and break my own barrier

*Currently I shall stop here, there may be more to be added on


Sunday, December 28, 2008
aiyoyo @ 11:18 PM
Saturday

Sigh, today woke up, went for tuition. After tuition follow ZhiHui's stalker friend to stalk somebody then went lunch with Lewis. Went home and rot... Damn sian larhhhhh! Seriously i dunno y i nvr go for the movie... wtf was i thinking lol...

Sunday

Today even more sian. Something retro and HENG happen to me. I STEPPED ON DOG URINE! #$%@$%!!!! At night, my IC number came out for de 4d wor... dunno gt link a nt LOL! Sad leh nobody buy, if nt i cn buy show luo album liao... T.T


Friday, December 26, 2008
潮男正傳 @ 5:48 PM
It's here It's here It's finally here!

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專輯介紹

羅志祥 潮男進化最強物種 新作品保有必備的驚人破格舞曲，還詮釋了多首耽美抒情的歌曲，十首作品快慢交疊流洩出別具開創感的新玩味，也將新專輯中所要傳達的玩轉潮流完整呈現。此款包裝為限量發行，正式專輯封面完全保密尚未曝光，饒富紳秘感又讓人充滿期待，絕對是值得潮迷們拜見的預購珍品專輯。 堅持信念拼命到底..
羅志祥 潮男進化最強物種 新作品保有必備的驚人破格舞曲，還詮釋了多首耽美抒情的歌曲，十首作品快慢交疊流洩出別具開創感的新玩味，也將新專輯中所要傳達的玩轉潮流完整呈現。此款包裝為限量發行，正式專輯封面完全保密尚未曝光，饒富紳秘感又讓人充滿期待，絕對是值得潮迷們拜見的預購珍品專輯。 堅持信念拼命到底 成就亞洲潮男天王 飆汗爭鋒 預購首步腿健曲【箇中強手】 2008 Big Train年度廣告代言主題曲 專輯的首波主打歌『箇中強手』，特別再次重金邀請美國舞蹈快腳之神Link，來台為羅志祥集訓編舞，由於之前的合作讓老師對他的身手印象深刻，而且格外疼惜這位弟子，因此此次來台Link特別要求閉門集訓，秘密傳授他一生最經典的快腳絕學，一瞬間內要快速扭轉全身關節，幻化出100多個動作，羅志祥還在其更發揮自學創意，和老師發展出一套路專屬於他個人的獨門舞步，快速幻化的腳步讓在場工作人員大為驚呼!他自己則笑說一場Solo跳完，腿部肌肉更加健壯無敵，想要鍛鍊腿部的人一定要鎖定收看這首【箇中強手】的MV，絕對不能錯過新舞SPESHOW絕活！

完整曲目

1.撐腰
2.高調愛
3.第二順位
4.搞笑
5.潛意識失控
6.箇中強手
7.幸福不滅
8.潮男正傳
9.假如你還在這裡
10.拿手絶活

*Adapted from http://www.kkbox.com.tw/

幸福不滅
作詞：嚴云農 作曲：阿沁 (F.I.R.)

沒原因 就是喜歡妳
在初次相遇 又重逢的心情
深呼吸 讓心動隱形
完美的愛情 是無聲的旋律
聽 我聽妳不確定的語氣
等 我等妳放下妳的憂鬱
嘿 如果你輕輕閉上眼睛
我會明白妳做的決定
Cause i believe 那幸福不滅的定律
在你手心 會有誰誰給你的美麗
緊張痕跡 就讓我的心安靜地守著妳
祝福不用回憶
沒原因 就是喜歡你
就像海全面 天空般的心情
妳靜靜 看著妳背影
就足夠時間
無條件的放棄
妳 如果妳愛上他的心靈
愛 如果已沒有我的空隙
嘿 只有妳可以用點開心
我會情願漸漸被忘記
Cause i believe 那幸福不滅的定律
在你手心 會有誰誰給妳的美麗
緊張痕跡 就讓我的心安靜地守著妳
把祝福送給妳
oh i believe
Cause i believe 那幸福不滅的定律
妳的手心 不一定要由我握緊
就像恆星 總會有發光的原因
oh i believe
妳值得被珍惜
也值得我放棄

OMG! THIS SONG IS SO NICE!


Thursday, December 25, 2008
tired... @ 11:37 PM
Wednesday

Today, woke up, met up with Valmond and KeYu at 1000. Took Sean's car to Pasir Ris to fetch AwSiong. The new uniform is bs and he looks really bs too lol. Went to Seoul Garden after that. This has been the sickest meal ever lol. Got sicked with the meat etc. Oily lyk shit. After that went to AwSiong's house to play MahJong lol. I dunno how to play so learnt the basics. Overall quite fun la. Left his house close to 1900. Sean fetch us back, thanks a lot! Went home, went to grandma house to settle some stuffs than went for dinner. Only had 2 meals, lunch and supper. Really sick of this kind of lifestyle. HOLIDAYS FASTER END PLZ OR ELSE I WILL GET FAT!

Thursday

Merry Christmas PPL! Today nth much. Stayed at home chiong finished Miss No Good 不良笑花。This show has the power to make ppl happy. Looks lyk this 蒋小花 is really unique lol. Went for dinner then went to Westmall. Bought a pair of shoe. Went home watched 超级星光大道3. Wow the holy confession by 李伯恩 was really brave. Woots you got my respect!

Quote of the day, "如果我能单纯一点那该多好"

If I could be lyk 蒋小花 who has no worries and can be happy go lucky, wouldn't it be gd? Hope some day I could really be lyk that and don't think too much.




潮男正傳我买定了！


Tuesday, December 23, 2008
lost @ 11:55 PM
好迷惘啊。。。

心里老是想着一套，到关键时期则又是另一套。

嘴边老是挂着一套，行动又是另一套。

我真的是变了。以往直率的我如今已找不到了。现在的我，变得如此的懦弱。我已经快认不出我自己了，真么办呢？


Sunday, December 21, 2008
Hike! @ 7:03 PM
Woots, back from the hike, shall elaborate on it.

First thing was to meet up with HuiJie and we went to Eric's place. At Eric's place, we watched Heroes, read some books, play his pc, plan the routes. Went for a late dinner at 2200 at LJS. HuiJie got scammed by the ATM Machine. He pressed $50 but the machine only give him $40. Went back, slack a while then embark on our journey to CCK to meet up with HanSen who is tagging along. We set off to the first checkpoint at 0008. Reached the church after a long walk. On the way, talked about HanSen and Valerie and how sweet HanSen is. Next checkpoint was the bridge at sungei ulu pandan cannel. After that we head for the Community Club at Clementi. Took a supper break and continued to the NPP at commonwealth. Finally, reached Buona Vista MRT! It was lyk 0515 so there's no train. Rot at the bus stop near the station. Everyone was dying. Took the train home at 0636. Reached home at around 0700.

Ok now's for my life after the hike. Surprisingly, instead of sleeping, I WENT SHOPPING! LOL! Bought a gayish looking purple shirt. Kind of like it though. Bought a couple or other shirts too. Despite being active for like 35hrs, I'm not sleepy at all! I must be crazy lol.

PICTURES!
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YAY! Reached the very first checkpoint at 0100++*
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Reached the stupid ulu bridge...*
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WE SAW THIS SNAKE THERE!*
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It's the end!*
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Sigh, stranded at the bus stop at 0530++...
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Eric is dead...
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HanSen is dead as well...

*Credits to HuiJie for the pics!



Saturday, December 20, 2008
1 day before overnight hike! @ 1:09 PM
Friday

Today, woke up and chiong homework (wth I ownself say this bluff ppl the thingy). My homework should be around 40% done le bah. Maths is the god damn killer with so many exercises. My amaths is finishing but not my emaths. Went for tuition, continued on differentiation (dunno correct spelling a nt). GahWai keep on taunt me, win liao la. Had the shock of my life wth. Went home, didn't feel lyk using com so watched tv, that's y didnt update blog. 

Saturday

Today, woke up and went for tuition. First thing reach there teacher ask me go up write ans liao. As expected I didn't do a single thing lol. Simply kope lewis's paper and present. After tuition went collecting racket with ZhiHui. The restring service is good lo his racket seems so gd. Went makan then went home. Gonna go for my first overnight hike. It's a miracle that my dad allow me to go. Tonight no need sleep liao :( Shall update on the hike details tmr!

徐佳瑩 原諒的代價 


溫暖的感覺瞞不過十二月天,
你握著我的手,沒有幸福的想念

你說給你一點時間,想擁有自由的空間
我們卻一路在倒退,
而你就好像春雁 不顧我 執意這樣往南飛,

就算路程多遙遠
你還是堅持你的信念

我知道向前, 必須要付出代價
曾經也認真的以爲我們的愛是無價

愛好像很堅強, 卻又不得不掙扎

我明白, 我們之間都太過虛假
想離開卻表現的好勉強, 總是在裝傻

還以爲結局都一直會是原諒
以爲能原諒

太多錯 說能犯就犯
不斷原諒 只會造成更多的傷害
而當我遇到挫折之傷,自己承擔

我知道向前, 必須要付出代價
曾經也認真的以爲我們的愛是無價
愛好像很堅強, 卻又不得不掙扎

我明白, 我們之間都太過虛假
想離開卻表現的好勉強, 總是在裝傻

還以爲結局都一直會是原諒
以爲能原諒


Thursday, December 18, 2008
sianz.... @ 11:41 PM
Today, woke up and carried out my routine. Went to school for UG Council Meeting. ZiLiang fly us aeroplane so waqiu took over. Amazed by Eric's UMPC. The meeting was crap. After meeting went makan with HuiJie and Eric. Discussed some stuff about the hike. Shit facing some issues about the hike liao. Went to cut my hair. This can be counted as the worst haircut this year. @$@%#@$#@%!!!! OK fine, it will grow 1 week ltr.

Recently I'm addicted to doing personalty tests. I really enjoy knowing who I really am. Being someone who often get lost along the way, It's way more beneficial to me. My personalty reflects on the decision I make too! That's the power of pyschology.


Wednesday, December 17, 2008
made a decision... @ 6:12 PM
Tuesday

Today, woke up, continued my routine. Went home, watched reborn, listen song. Went homework hunting. Lost some of the homework ): Completed my distinction in English. Went for tuition, late as usual. After tuition, JiaChyi intend to buy books but popular was closed so went home lo. Nothing much, went home and watched tv. Went to bed, cannot sleep, thought about some stuffs, made a decision.

Wednesday

Today, woke up with a headache. NOT ENOUGH SLEEP LARHHHHH! Blur blur went makan breakfast then went school for Scouts. Had meeting with the ALs. This meeting is confidential so I shall not elaborate on it. All I can say is Scouts is in for a change (Everytime oso say same thing lol). After meeting, went to Westmall and ate at BK with LoonRong, GuoWei, Jemie, HanSen, Valmond, HuiJie, Eric, Sean and Hilmi. Discussed some stuffs too. The prank on LoonRong has been exposed. All I could say is, sorry for not telling you earlier. This sat going for a overnight hike of 20km woots! First step to my venture life. Rot till about 5 bahhh. Walked home with Eric and HuiJie.

超级星光大道 section!

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歌手姓名：梁文音
专辑名称：爱的诗篇
制作发行：环球
发行日期：2008年12月12日
专辑语言：国语

专辑介绍：
这是最幸福的事梁文音爱的诗篇
正式发行收录:
首波主打「最幸福的事」
男孩特区访华主打翻唱曲「第一眼」
姚谦填词、陈子鸿制作「我不是你想像那么勇敢」

这是一位21岁的女生用无比勇气找到幸福的故事
梁文音爱的诗篇

这是最幸福的事。
或许是土地、阳光、还是血统，在台湾这个弹丸之地，几乎毎隔十年，就会孕育出一位令人惊艳的嗓音。他们共同的特色是，从出生的那刻起，会说话的同时就开始唱歌，他们对音乐充满热情、甚至过于认真，他们共同的想法是，能够唱歌，是人生中最幸福的事。在2008年的今年，这个他们，就叫做梁文音。

经历比一般人多一点，拥有的也多一些。
在文音出版的自传「量文音」当中，她说她拥有「畅快音符的童年」。只不过在她10多岁的时候，音符意外的变了调，父母亲因故相继离世，13岁的她与姐弟三人、住进了六龟山地育幼院。这个人生的分水岭，文音选择敞开心胸放开双手，结果，她获得了更多。她有更多的兄弟姊妹、更多长辈们无私的爱，她参加六龟山地育幼院合唱团，接受美国专业牧者教唱，跟着合唱团出国巡回，到美国加拿大各地演唱，歌唱天赋得以发挥。

很多时候，我们都忘记她只有21岁。从「我爱黑涩会」电视节目中「寻找巴冷公主」的选拔，到「超级星光大道」中第一季PK，第二季令人慑服的优异表现。她是评审老师们口中：「歌声具有穿透力」、「没有瑕疵的声音」的巨星，也是数以万计歌迷心中永远的第一名。或许是天父的眷顾，或许是她的认真得到回应，比赛过后，她获得一只唱片公司合约，发行自传「量文音」登上畅销书排行榜，获邀参与台湾影史上最卖座国片「海角七号」，并演唱片尾曲「那儿风光明媚」。比赛时认真做到最好、演唱(演出) 时珍惜毎次机会，她是朋友口中那种：就算眼角忍不住掉下泪，嘴角还是会保持微笑。就是这样认真的文音，好多时候，我们都忘记她只有21岁。

爱的诗篇，多甜美。
充满勇气，每一个音符不断挑战，充满着爱，毎一句歌词完美注解。这是文音以及许多器重她的老师们的心情，他们花费将近一年的时间，全心全意的录制属于梁文音的首张个人专辑「爱的诗篇」，一个用音符与歌声谱写，幻化成隽永的文章与诗篇。包括让人落泪的成长诗篇「我不是你想像那么勇敢」，邀请姚谦填词陈子鸿制作，一针见血的点出文音内心世界；坚强的爱情诗篇「可以不爱了」，则由戴佩妮填词谱曲创作。另外、不乏甜美却俏皮作品，包括「薄荷与指甲剪」、跨国合作男孩特区翻唱曲「第一眼」；专辑第一主打「最幸福的事」，是整张专辑最后录制的歌曲，传达的爱情观令听者感动；还有回到成长根源同名单曲「爱的诗篇」，邀请六龟山地育幼院的小朋友们，在假日北上帮忙合唱，烘托文音甜美音质，游刃有余的高低音，什么是爱，什么是幸福，都在「爱的诗篇」中，让听者领受。

专辑曲目：
01最幸福的事
02薄荷与指甲剪
03雪雨
04弦外之音
05可以不爱了
06我不是你想像的那么勇敢
07最亲爱的
08第一眼
09 Dry Your Eyes
10爱的诗篇

Adapted from, http://www.kyohk.net/viewthread.php?tid=833099











OH YEA! LONG AWAITED ALBUM FROM 梁文音! For those who know nothing about her, she's the runner up for the 2nd season of 超级星光大道。She's also another fantastic singer. This album to me is not bad. There are several songs I reco, such as 雪雨, 可以不爱了 and 最亲爱的。I gonna buy this album when I got the $$ lol. Hope I can buy this in Singapore.



梁文音- 雪雨



若非這一場雨

有些事再也不會想起

你懷裡那片溫暖的遮蔽

如今是哪把傘溫熱 我手心

學你的語氣 連告別都如此的溫馨

兩個字 比眼淚還斷續

是否表示你也不忍分離

回憶是冰封在眼睛的雨

藏著多幸福的事情

回不去是你 任誰也換不了的過去

愛情是凝結在臉頰的雨

像雪景總會融去 才那麼美麗

感謝那個日期 身旁的人是你

學你的語氣 連告別都如此的溫馨

兩個字 比眼淚還斷續

是否表示你也不忍分離

回憶是冰封在眼睛的雨

藏著多幸福的事情

回不去是你 任誰也換不了的過去

愛情是凝結在臉頰的雨

像雪景總會融去 才那麼美麗

感謝那個日期 身旁的人是你

時間是凍結在玄關的雨

模糊你離去的腳印

至少那漣漪 證明我們曾走在一起

你是那飄落在昨天的雨

在心裡留下回憶 卻遙不可及

彷彿那一個夢裡

oh... 還躲在你傘底



没有人要内疚，没需要原宥。无缘做情人，但愿做对好朋友，来得更长久。希望一切能回到那遙不可及得原点，让这成为人生的一段小插曲。

Your result for The LONG Scientific Personality Test...

ESFJ-The Provider

You scored 55% I to E, 53% N to S, 19% F to T, and 42% J to P!

Providers, a subgroup of the Guardians, take it upon themselves to arrange for the health and welfare of those in their care, as well as being quite sociable. Wherever they go, Providers take up the role of social contributor, happily giving their time and energy to make sure that the needs of others are met, that traditions are supported and developed, and that social functions are a success. Providers are extremely sensitive to the feelings of others, which makes them perhaps the most sympathetic of all the types, but which also leaves them rather self-conscious, that is, highly sensitive to what others think of them. Because of this Providers can be crushed by personal criticism, and will work most effectively when given ample appreciation both for themselves personally and for the service they give to others. This is not to say that Providers are afraid to express their own emotional reactions. They are quick to like and dislike—and don’t mind saying so—tending to put on a pedestal whatever or whoever they admire, and to come down hard on those people and issues they don’t care for. You share your type with 10% of the population.
As a romantic partner, you work hard to nuture and protect your relationships. You go to great lengths to maintain harmony and are motivated to resolve conflicts. You have a very clear idea of what is important to you and do best when your partner shares those same values. You want your partner to be loving, commited, and willing to support your frequently overwelming feelings and reactions. You feel most appreciated when your partner is kind, considerate, and helpful, and compliments you often on your hard work in their behalf.
Your group summary: Guardians (SJ)
Your Type Summary: ESFJ

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This is accurate lo... clap....



Monday, December 15, 2008
aLin @ 12:43 PM
音乐 是她身体里 流窜的 血液
星光拱月 天生歌姬

2006年以《失恋无罪》专辑初现国语乐坛，A-Lin用浑然天成的厚实嗓音，让所有人对于这个来自海洋的声音充满惊艳。在备受瞩目的歌唱比赛节目【超级星光大道】以及【超级偶像】中，许许多多的参赛者都多次选择以A-Lin的歌曲参赛，再次证明A-Lin的好声音好音乐直击人心，成为经典。
2008年夏天，在乐坛及歌迷的殷切期待中，A-Lin即将推出她的第2张专辑《天生歌姬》。10首最能展现歌姬魅力的动听好歌即将佔领你的耳朵!

Today, I shall blog on my favourite female singer, 天生歌姬 aLin 黄丽玲

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中文姓名：黄丽玲
英文姓名：aLin Ariel
生日：1983/09/20
出生地：高雄
身高：168
体重：49

She had 2 different albums, first is 失恋无罪, published in 2006 and the more recent album, 天生歌姬, published in August 2008. Being known as 天生歌姬 (Something like a born singer), it shows how powerful her singing can be. My favourite song of her's would be the first song in my playlist. The others are nice as well. Sometimes I wonder, if she were to be under a better manager, she could even outshine some of the more popular female singers in the market. From what I know, she really isn't that popular in Singapore (correct me if i'm wrong). None the less, she is one of the rare voices that we can find in the market.

黄丽玲 - 难得

我还记得 我挽着你的手
天冷时候 一起躲在棉被中
那时我们不害怕犯错
那时以为天空多辽阔
朋友都说 你後来变真多
总是避谈 纯真坦白那时候
体贴的人 不再追问我
只说你也有梦 他也有梦
虽然难得 不必心痛
我以为我成熟 以为从此就自由
我尝试着快乐 快乐却不陪着我
爱没有回来了 你已经离开我
回忆紧紧缠着我 像当初不肯放手
我以为我成熟 以为我能好好过
我尝试着堕落 当我想你的时候
爱不会回来了 你已经离开我
却一直住在我心中
如果傻傻的承诺 现在还在一起吗
情侣龃龉常常有
如果寂寞的时候 已经学会去推托
他也有梦 我也有梦
这样的爱实在难得



Went to watch hitman reborn today, CHINESE SUBB! Better than nothing though lol.

心中备有许多疑惑，但毫无勇气去清除。迷惘着，不知下一步该怎么走。


Sunday, December 14, 2008
rainy day... @ 6:09 PM
Saturday

Today, woke up early accompany mama again. Met up with lewis and head for tuition. ZhiHui didn't come down from pasir ris lol. Went through the graphs qns, nth much. Followed Lewis to buy his textbooks then went to his house to play xbox. Go home also rot so might as well go somewhere to play. Rain, homed using his umbrella. Thanks a lot. Watched cape no.7. The ost is nice, the show is okok. Quite touching but since i'm not mature enough, some parts I don't understand. Went out for dinner etc etc. Watched Hull vs Liverpool, Hull is damn zai lol. 2-2 leh! Changed blogsong again lol. Really really enjoy listening to this song!

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黄靖伦 - 走音

虽然没车能接送你
海角天边都陪你去
送了一个小惊喜 忙几星期
你眼中 有小星星
你不开心就抱紧你
你有话说我就安静
为你改好了个性 磨平脾气
才晓得默契会飘移
你的爱情在走音 变成另一个旋律
我还在执迷 拼了命去合音
你像下雪的表情 是会过完的冬季
我把心 划成火柴却看见漆黑的梦境
听见爱情在走音 痛是太长的抖音
我不爱煽情 但双唇抖个不停
本来幸福的主题 怎麽唱成了悲剧
选错歌 唱再用心也无力
对街狂奔大喊爱你
拥挤捷运流下泪滴
这个疯狂的自己 来自哪里
我已经不懂我自己

Sunday

Today, woke up, went market with parents. Sunday market is full of people. Homed, and went to Bugis. On the way, witnessed an accident. It was raining heavily and that pitiful Honda Civic got hit in the butt by a coach. Going out in rainy weather sucked. Went to SimLimSquare. Too long nvr go bahh, there open sex shop oredi =.='' Lunched there and head for OG. My parents wanna buy new year shirts so I just tagged along. Goldlion got promotion thus my dad bought a lot. The shirts, pants and belt is real nice. I chose a handbag for my mom. She bought but after that keep complaining about the zip, which had a little design problem. I ended up not buying anything as I didn't see anything that I liked there. Some sections is like having a war due to the 40% discount. Whole situation kind of hectic. On the way home, having a headache thus slept in the car. Sian no hitman reborn... Can some groups go sub?!

PICTURE!
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XMM PLAYING WITH BIRDS!
Disclaimer: I'm not a tiko

梁靜茹&曹格 - PK

哈……哦……哈…
你有坚持的事情
我也有我的个性
这次不让你
Call 我兄弟表哥去

跟两个人有关系
你却一个人决定
情绪谷底 约好见你喝香饼
最恨别人对我不相信
好想念的经历是一起做决定
是态度是囚禁 有沟通探索心事里
爱有千百万种定义

三天不联络 和解要被动
我不听对错 假装没人难过
想着爱你当初PK 抢当麦克风
三天泪狂流 感觉你来受
已摔的心疼 不能开始低头
心似拉扯中PK寂寞

你有坚持的事情
我也有我的个性
这次不让你 这次不让你
Call 我兄弟表哥去
跟两个人有关系
你却一个人决定
情绪谷底 情绪谷底
约好见你喝香饼
最恨别人对我不相信
好想念的经历是一起做决定
是态度是囚禁 有沟通探索心事里
爱有千百万种定义

三天不联络 和解要被动
我不听对错 假装没人难过
想着爱你当初PK 抢当麦克风
三天泪狂流 感觉你来受
已摔的心疼 不能开始低头
心似拉扯中PK寂寞

三天不联络 和解要被动我
不听对错 假装没人难过
想着爱你当初PK 抢当麦克风
三天泪狂流 感觉你来受
已摔的心疼 不能开始低头
心似拉扯中PK寂寞
三天不联络 和解要被动
我不听对错 假装没人难过
想着爱你当初PK 抢当麦克风
三天泪狂流 感觉你来受
心似拉扯中PK寂寞


Friday, December 12, 2008
sick... @ 11:40 PM
Today, woke up as early as the usual. Went makan with my mom then meet up with LoonRong, GahWai and ShiWei to do homework. Went to mac. ShiWei said a racist joke in which i'm not suppose to say it here lol. Laughed my ass off. Did some amaths qns... Eventually, the homeworking session became a daidi session =.='' ShiWei followed me to shakery to collect my boots. YAY finally got it back. I made a conclusion, shakery is a nest of disgusting ppl who already is auntie but want ppl to call dem 小姐! LOL! None the less, thanks for helping me to keep my boots. Went for tuition, wasn't feeling too well. GahWai was rather nervous during the lesson since it's his first. On the bus trip home, taunt ZhiHui with KaiJie. LOL quite fun. Reached home, eat some medi. Having sore throat now ): Ok it seems that I am abusing my blog as my media player =.=''

PICTURES!
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Play daidi at mac is seriously damn weird...
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Take a look at Loon's new shirt!
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GahWai with his weird pose... Dun be alarm by the person at the corner, that's ShiWei with his new haircut.

超级星光大道 section!
For those who are updated, you guys would definitely know the person at the bottom...
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*Credits to http://www.miolife.com/attachments/2008/07/24/29383_200807241456261.jpg
YAY it's 黄靖伦! Ok people although personally I kind of idolise him, DON'T GET FOOLED BY HIS IMAGE! This is how this joker actually is!



Wednesday, December 10, 2008
time off... @ 11:35 PM
Today started off really really badly. Went to sleep at 0200, cannot slp... Roll roll roll until 0230? Fell asleep, 0600 woke up... Roll roll roll until 0630? 0800 woke up. Sigh probably due to the fuk up mood yesterday. Scouts save me yay! I'm fine now, coz went for a celebration. After morning makan wif my mama, went to meet LoonRong at 1030 to buy an ELMO for Siong. Met up with XiuMing, Shermine, YuXun, Eric, Hongster and Waqiu. Venture off to Siong's house. Went to the clubhouse in his condo. Nice man lol. Went into the KTV Room, sing song before eating. Ate pizzas and KFC. After dat, went back to the room and listen song + play games. Played heart attack first, dun really noe how to play. Next, played Polar Bear? (Smth lyk murderer). Then played the mug game. Basically, pour water into the mug and if the water overflow, you will have to drink the entire mug. Quite fun and exciting. After that, went out of the room, OTOT for a while then cut cake. Sian kenna throw into the pool. Bloody cold. Went into the sauna. Keyu is damn heow lol. Keep say go steam (Sounds really really really wrong). Said bye bye to Siong and wished him good luck. Went to CWP and waited for Hongster and LoonRong to finish their dinner before going to meet my parents. Currently i'm doing smth really really really bad LOL. Feeling a little guilty.

LoonRong left his famous yellow shirt at the bus stop... Sad no more cute looking JABIL SHIRT!

PICTURES!
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Dear LoonRong emoing at the MRT station... Thinking of hu ar...
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WHOA! I seriously pity YuXun...
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Nice view from the clubhouse...
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Inside the KTV Room playing the mug game. Valmond in action!
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Look who's getting owned here...

It's time for me to break my own barrier...


Tuesday, December 9, 2008
fuk... @ 11:40 PM
I'm totally not myself. What the hell is wrong with me. Wtf am i doing. Fuk fuk fuk fuk...


Sunday, December 7, 2008
jia lat... @ 8:51 PM
Today, woke up, went to ahma hse... Travelled all the way to Eunos. The mrt trip was sian. Went met up with my cousin and went to makan. After makan with my mama, ahma and cousin, went back to the house. Bedok was hot hot hot... Played winning eleven, trashed him as usual. Spend the rest of the time watching tv while waiting for my dad to arive as he got work. Went back to my beloved neighbourhood and ate dinner. The west is certainly cooler than the east. Received a shocking news. BBQ on tue!! Dunno can skip tuition a nt leh.... Wa jia lat jia lat. I wanna go for both lol. Tmr my other ahma coming my house. Looking at the condition of my room, tmr I sure kenna scolding from her. JIA LAT ARRRR!

Picture of the day!
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To all soccer fans... Before flaming Ronaldo, take a look at this! ROTFLOL!


Saturday, December 6, 2008
new blog skin! @ 7:25 PM
Today, woke up, went makan with mama again (I'm so proud of myself for being so nice lol). Head for tuition, ZhiHui woke up at 0945++? Therefore he didn't go as it starts at 1000. Reached, did some graph questions. I was having headache + tired so cannot focus. Was totally TURNED OFF. After tuition, rotted in WestMall for like 10mins? Headed for Woodlands to meet up with ZhenYu. Went on a date with him lol. Followed him to collect his invisible shield. Talk all kinds of shit on the train. Went to Plaza Sing, long time nvr go. Walked around, see phones so as to kill time. Waited for that guy for bloody long. After ZhenYu bought the stuffs, we went for lunch at KFC. Had the buddy meal lol. Headed home, talk all kinds of shit again. Reached home, feel like changing blog skin. Went skin hunting and finally decide on this skin. This skin is simple! Not much changes done though... Currently having a hard time to decide on the font colour...


MV of 明天以后 by 林峯 and 泳兒


Friday, December 5, 2008
hehe... @ 11:25 PM
Today, woke up, went to school to buy books. Went to makan wif my mama den went to meet GuoWei and LoonRong. Heading for CWP. Met up with AwSiong and KeYu. KeYu wore LoonRong's shoe lol. Van and Valmond was late. We went to watch BOLT (The adults were pretty pissed off lol). BOLT is nice but more suitable for the ginnas... Went for lunch at the foodcourt. Van treated us Ice Kachang. Hehe thanks. Head to AwSiong's house after Valmond went to learn driving and Van went off with no particular reason. Reached his house, his room the condition can be compared to mine lol. Watched the scouts video again, see some pictures, fond memories. Went down for tennis. First time play tennis so dunno how to play anyhow whack. Left his house at 7++. Went to meet up with my parents for dinner. Didn't eat much coz currently having a really really bad headache. Tmr 10am tuition sia wtf...

PICTURES!
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LoonRong in action!
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This is AwSiong. Ppl you won't get to see this often....
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AwSiong, KeYu and LoonRong...
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Haiyo sibei 自恋 leh =.=''

林峰&泳儿 - 明天以后

泳:在你的记忆里面有一个我
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了 天晴朗了 我就走
林: 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦
在你的面前 我不必保留
还来不及对你说
迟到的我的心动
泳:你的好 你的坏
林: 我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你心疼我(林: 我不要你离开我)
合:明天的以后我们会懂失恋的挫折让人变更成熟
泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)
合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你
林: 你拯救我的寂寞 我的痛我的梦在你的面前 我不必保留
泳:我从来没对你说压抑的 我的心动
林: 我的好 我的坏 我的脾气你最懂
泳:我不要你来心疼我
合:明天的以后我们会懂失恋的挫折让人变更成熟
泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)
合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你
泳:爱情总让人折磨
林: 所以我们才选择
合: 做比情人更好的朋友
泳:我对你 感觉胜过爱情
林: 因为有你 给我勇气给我用不完的运气
林: 其实也想好好爱你
泳:只怕到最后不小心 让你伤心 (林: 我不怕会伤心)
合: 对不起 我对你 再好再亲密都不能在一起
林: 最后看你在别人怀里
泳:有天我会找到我的唯一(林: 我并不是你的唯一)
合: 还微笑祝福你


Thursday, December 4, 2008
sian sian sian... @ 11:29 PM
Today, woke up, intended to go mug with tiko... Sad case stupid rain spoiler. In the end didn't go... Stayed at home, feeling sick... Lied on the sofa and watch tv (yea i'm lazy). Nothing do at home, went out for dinner at night... Finally tmr going out, stay at home so damn sian... Sad kid cannot post much coz tou tou use com de ):

心不再拚命躲, 不去害怕结果


Wednesday, December 3, 2008
annoyed... @ 10:05 AM
林俊杰 - 星球

在遥远星球
有一颗气球
是我昨晚把它
放在那里的
每晚的夜空
它都会闪烁
发出来的光芒
一直提醒我～
虽然 它只是一颗气球
对我 它就像真实星球
虚幻 总会实现
相信我～
有话要说
我的呼吸我的叹息
我的话都为你说
我的努力我的放弃
我每步都为你走
在你梦想的边缘
总有一个人一直为你为你守候着它～
我所有的我没有的
我一切都是你的
我得到的我失去的
我拥有都是你的
你也许无法了解
我给的爱超乎我以为我能够给的～～
为你祈祷
看你睡着
平安很好
对我都很重要
你的微笑
你的吵闹
都是我～
向往的～
依靠 Yeah～
有话要说
Yeah～
Ho～ Yeah

Feeling annoyed is because I care....


Monday, December 1, 2008
confuse and confuse and confuse... @ 7:07 PM
Today, woke up nth do so used com. Went for CCA at noon. Headed to sarimbun once again to help out. Transfered the poles to the lorry etc. Quite heavy and the weather was hot to an extent that I can drink my own sweat. OK la moving stuffs was quite fun. Load onto the truck and headed back to school. During the bus trip, LoonRong shared some NPC experience with me, AND HE NVR BATHE FOR THE LAST DAY! Reached school, unload the poles from the truck and put them back into the pole rack. Left school at around 1730++? Headed for Shakery with LoonRong, Lyndon, HanJie, Stupid Hongster, Eric and JingYuan (What a rare guest). Talked cock for rather long and headed back home. Quarrel with my dad through the phone, dunno wad's his fuking problem.

Tension - 感情线

手心 那条感情线
和世界上什么人相连
虽然谈着恋爱 虽然也会失恋
怎么花了时间没一个有缘
走在 混乱的街头
找不到爱情真正入口
有时下错了车 有时上错了楼
直到那一刻直到她出现
She's the one 那是种神秘直觉
She's the one 她是我的等待
那一天 擦肩而过当眼神交会
再也舍不得离开
She's the one 有一种触电感觉
She's the one 她就是今生的爱
感情线 两手相连
连成一线 微笑的弧线
手心 那条感情线
和世界上什么人相连
虽然谈着恋爱 虽然也会失恋
怎么花了时间没一个有缘
走在 混乱的街头
找不到爱情真正入口
有时下错了车 有时上错了楼
直到那一刻直到她出现
She's the one 那是种神秘直觉
She's the one 她是我的等待
那一天 擦肩而过
当眼神交会再也舍不得离开
She's the one 有一种触电感觉
She's the one 她就是今生的爱
感情线 两手相连
连成一线 幸福的笑脸
Oh, 我在心里放着烟火
不必再唱寂寞的歌
She's the one 我终于找到了
有真爱属于我 就是她
She's the one 那是种神秘直觉
She's the one 她是我的等待
那一天 擦肩而过
当眼神交会再也舍不得离开
She's the one 有一种触电感觉
She's the one 她就是今生的爱
感情线 两手相连 连成一线
I know she's the one

How I wish I could know what's on your mind...