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About Me.


Name: Kok XuanEr
Birthday: 15/04/93
School: SwissCottageSecondary

Favorites: Psychology, Thinking, Reflections, Listening to songs, Silence, Recognitions, Encouragements
Loves: Coffee, Tea, Chocolates, Family, 4E2'09, LasTuRoex
Hates: This surreal world of mine.

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Links.

LasTuRoex

Marion
JaiChyi
ZhiHui
Marcus
Veronica

4E2'09

Desmond
ZhenYu
ZhengHuan
Kenny
HuangKai
Nicholas
LewYu
GahWai
ZiYong
Samuel
WeiJie
Daryl
Terence

SwissFalcon

Daniel
Farah
HanJie
LoonRong
JinWei
Clement
Lyndon
Eric
Aisyah
AwSiong
Jovian
Wynona
KuanYiou
Zack
WeeNee

Music.


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


archives
October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009

Tuesday, January 27, 2009
3rd/4th day.. @ 12:14 AM
Monday

Today, woke up early, gotten ready to go 拜年.. Hmm head to my grandma hse first.. Lunched there, then my biggest uncle's family came.. My 2nd uncle came home, and they decide to go to my Grandma's brother's place.. Haha I tagged along as well.. Rode on my uncle's honda civic.. Haiya disgusted by the interior.. So 不耐看 la.. Wad a dissapointment.. Reached the place, literally rotted there (people there were mostly of my grandma's generation).. After a while, head back to my grandma's house with my 姨婆 (grandma's sis)'s family.. Haha upon reaching the place, I started eating the cashew nuts on the table like nobody's business (I think I finished half of the container).. After that, my grandma's other brother's family came.. Haiyo now the place is lyk packed with people.. Today everyone simply watches tv and did not do any special activities.. Hmm dunno y lyk no mood lidat.. Dinner there.. After dinner came my uncle's friend (last time my auntie babysit their kid whom is same age as me).. Wthh specially came to eat dinner =.='' Cheapo ): Head to my 姑婆 (grandpa's sis)'s place as my mom wanna visit her.. Reached, drink yakult as usual lol.. The first thing she asked me was, "Your parents mistreat you? Didn't give you food to eat?" LOL sia.. Her dog was cute and 乖 but I didn't manage to take a picture since she was yawning all the time.. Watched tv and left after for lyk an hour.. Reached home at 10++, bathed and finally can sit down and relax..

*I LOVE MY ANGBAOS!

My new hobby is to go this emo china site.. (http://www.shangxinwang.com) Lots of poems, short stories etc to improve on my chinese? Came across something interesting..

你需要记住的十句话

第一句:
如果我们之间有1000步的距离 
你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步

第二句:
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人 
才是真正爱你的人

第三句:
付出真心 才会得到真心 
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离 就能保护自己 
却也注定永远寂寞


第四句:
有时候 不是对方不在乎你 
而是你把对方看得太重

第五句:
朋友就是把你看透了 还能喜欢你的人

第六句:
就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie

第七句:
真正的好朋友 
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起 就算不说话 
也不会感到尴尬

第八句:
没有一百分的另一半 
只有五十分的两个人


第九句:
为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友
为你的难过而难过的 
就是那些 该放进心里的人


第十句:
冷漠 有时候并不是无情 
只是一种避免被伤害的工具


我也曾踏月而歌,看见飞鸟的翅膀掠过爱的夜空,我不知道它是否可将我深爱的讯息在你的窗前停留,或者撒下我思念你的种子。。。

感觉虽不强烈,但潜意识中的我是最真实的。。。