You're So Last Summer.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Run. @ 11:15 PM

The Earth is large.

Large enough that you think you can hide from anything.

From Fate. From God.

If only you found a place far enough away.

So you run.

To the edge of the Earth. Where all is safe again.

Quiet, and warm. The solace of salt air.

The peace of danger left behind. The luxury of grief.

And maybe, for a moment, you believe you have escaped.

You can run far, you can take your small precautions.

But have you really gotten away? Can you ever escape?

Or is it the truth that you did not have the strength or cunning to hide from destiny?

That the world is not small. you are. And, fate can find you anywhere.

Heroes fever haha.

習慣.

Stinks like a bitch.

Labels: lifeeee.., quotes..

Friday, September 11, 2009

Mask. @ 11:11 PM

那個那個 - 戴佩妮

作詞：戴佩妮
作曲：戴佩妮

怎會被一杯咖啡
打翻了整個深夜都不能入睡
怎麼會哼起了某一首歌
就以為那是對的安慰
我很想只蓋著我的棉被
假裝我不怕黑
卸下我的防備
變成了灰
我還要謝謝你
分享了狼狽

怎麼會是一種罪
徹底將回憶灌醉瀟灑的乾杯
我怎麼會想忘記某一個人
到頭來時間都被浪費
我很想只背著我的guitar
剪掉長的頭髮
放棄我的掙扎
你討厭我吧
我還要謝謝你
成全了眼淚

曾經我是你的那個
最摯愛的那個
嘴邊經常掛著你想念的我
如今誰是你的那個
你轉身以後我就沒打聽過
原來我也是你那個
傷了心的那個
被你忽略的事我不想再說
我不是那個那個
那不是我

怎麼會是一種罪
徹底將回憶灌醉瀟灑的乾杯
我怎麼會想忘記某一個人
到頭來時間都被浪費
我很想只背著我的guitar
剪掉長的頭髮
放棄我的掙扎
你討厭我吧
我還要謝謝你
成全了眼淚

曾經我是你的那個
最摯愛的那個
嘴邊經常掛著你想念的我
如今誰是你的那個
你轉身以後我就沒打聽過
原來我也是你那個
傷了心的那個
被你忽略的事我不想再說
我不是那個那個
那不是我

我不是你曾經的那個
最摯愛的那個
嘴邊經常掛著你想念的我如今誰是你的那個
你轉身以後我就沒打聽過
原來我也是你那個
傷了心的那個
被你忽略的事我不想再說
我不是那個那個
那不是我
那個的那個不是我我不是你的了
我屬於我

All of us wear masks.

They can be worn out of love and the desire to remain close to those around us, to spare them from the complicated reality of our frayed psyches.

We trade honesty for companionship, and in the process never truly know the hearts closest to us.

I'm sick and tired of protecting myself behind this piece of metal.

/Edit@0150

Deep down, I'm still that immature kid, aren't I?

Perhaps, just like somethings are not meant to be, some changes need not be forced.

When will a day come when I can be more mature and take flight?

Anyone?

Labels: lifeeee.., quotes.., songs..

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Intensity. @ 11:36 PM

On July 16, 1945, in the mountains outside of Los Alamos, New Mexico, the world's first atomic bomb exploded.

The white light pierced the sky with such intensity that a blind girl claimed to see the flash from a hundred miles away.

After witnessing the explosion, J. Robert Oppenheimer quoted a fragment of the Bhagavad Gita, declaring, "Now I am become Death, the destroyer of worlds."

His colleague, Ken Bainbridge, put it another way when he leaned close to Oppenheimer and whispered, "Now we're all sons of bitches."...

Sons and bitches indeed.

Some things are just inreversible.

Face it.

There is no fate but what we make.

Are you trying to tell me that it's due to fate that I'm crapping my ass off here?

P.S, I feel emotionless, and I don't like the intensity I see in my eyes.

/Edit@0203

What's happening to me? I don't know.

Labels: lifeeee.., quotes..

Wounds. @ 1:37 AM

In 1678 doctors diagnosed a mental affliction soldiers suffered from as 'nostalgia' - homesickness, a longing to return to the past.

The cruel reality of war is that there is no return home.

No return to innocence.

What is lost, is lost forever.

Life itself is a war, simultaneously running in all instances.

War's wounds have bled me dry.

No words of comfort; no words of forgiveness.

No words at all.

Labels: lifeeee.., quotes..

Monday, September 7, 2009

Man. @ 1:55 AM

People hide secrets, time is a lie, the material world can disappear in an instant.

It has and it will again.

Our identities change.

Our names, the way we look, how we act and speak.

We’re shape-shifters.

There is no control, no constant, no shelter but the love of family and the body God gave us.

And we can only hope that will always be enough.

Labels: lifeeee.., quotes..

Friday, September 4, 2009

Same. @ 2:38 PM

Whether It's in Tokyo or in the countryside, panties will remain the same. And the heart of a man who tries his best is also the same.

Lol what kind of quote is that?

Btw..

Kimi no Iru Machi. Prequel of Suzuka. D:

My feelings are like the approaching summer clouds, growing bigger and accumulating, sometimes bringing rain.

Admiring the sky, and one's dream to fly. Even so, the only thing you can do is walk.

Labels: Kimi No Iru Machi, quotes.., Suzuka

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Crossroads. @ 8:10 PM

First of all..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TIMMY!

Not to forget, GOHGUOWEI! (10th August)

P.S. Hope you like the chicken!~ (See ZhenYu blog for pictures.)

Leos are like everywhere?

Upcoming birthdays: WANGXIUFANG?? (15 August), ZHENYU~ (16 August), JAICHYI~ (20 August)

Had a nice time out with the guys for Timmy's birthday celebration.

Nostalgic feelings were once again recovered.

As hours turn into minutes, and minutes turn harder to break. It seemed that I've gotten old.

Trying my very best not to be solipsistic.

Edit@2038

"You don't even have to understand the meaning or the value of what you're doing. What you need to know is that it matters to the other person- that's what contribution is about."
-Brian Klemmer

So, is this the right way of doing things? I ponder.

Contentment is still the best policy. Sometimes, It's better not to demand so much.

Labels: lifeeee.., quotes..

Monday, August 10, 2009

Choice. @ 11:59 PM

Sudden urge to blog. (Wow blogger is fine already?)

Choice.

We are responsible for what shit we are in now. We are the one who chose to be in this shit aren't we?

People fail at times. However, one is not a failure until we began blaming others for what shit we are in.

"Hey you basket! You cause me to be in this shit!"

That's not practical. Going back to the roots, you are the one who follow up and give yourself this leeway of getting into this shit.

"You are never without the ability to chose in life."
-Brian Klemmer

"If we limp out and don't make the right choices, we lose our liberty."
-Brian Klemmer

我把自己給明天, 不再讓心徘徊左右兩邊.

Things happen for a reason. Same goes with choices.

I may be bad, but others may be worst.

Blind yourself by the bad and I'll be blinded with the worst.

*Spent these few days enjoying life with my family members. Seems that enjoying life = excessive eating. :x

Labels: Family, lifeeee.., quotes..

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Tick. @ 9:44 PM

Tick Tock.

I've made up my decision.

"Wisdom isn't about not making mistakes, but about learning to escape afterward with our dignity and sanity intact."
- Richard Templar

I've been living my life with noticeable mistakes. Not that I don't realize them, I just run from them.

I'm immune. Current is fine.

Still, the nectar of life is for one to savor and not to be wasted.

Just enjoy the moment,

As long as you have faith and believe, it'll always be there.

I'm one who don't believe in results. I see more in the process.

Labels: lifeeee.., quotes..

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Exhaustion. @ 7:57 PM

Yet another bad hair day. As usual~

Today was intensive.

One complete set of maths paper (Paper 1&2), Two SPA Exercises (Chemistry and Physics)

My eyes actually teared on their own. Gawd.

Sudden craving for Porkloin chop. Zzz..

I'm hungry!

Edit@2010

The clock is still ticking. The countdown continues.

Paradigm shift? Who knows?

Edit@2206

"It's a yardstick to measure (A) How I'm doing, (B) What I'm doing, and (C) Where I'm going."
- Richard Templar

The story proceeds.

Labels: lifeeee.., quotes..

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Seven. @ 9:18 PM

"我已經習慣了忘記他."
-夕瑶

"Emoness".. ==

"The more bitter the experience, the more valid the purified belief."
-Margaret Sanger

Final judgment, 7 days and counting.

Edit@2247

Warriors, Settlers & Nomads.

Interesting book I got at the library just now.

The Settler (That's me.)

Personality Profile

-Sociable: Gets on well with almost anybody.
-Intuitive: A high level of instinct and general awareness.
-Adaptable: Able to make the best of any situation.
-Achilles Heel: The need to be liked.

I shall read on.

Labels: lifeeee.., quotes..

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Haunting. @ 9:00 PM

It seems that whatever so called good things that happen to me, there's a negative element in disguise.

Take today for example. Bought the correct type of screwdriver (Like finally?), ended up having different sizes.

Pissed.

Idle hands and minds are the devil's workshop.

"There is more to life than my life."
- Jamica Ritcher

Labels: lifeeee.., quotes..

Friday, July 24, 2009

Primal. @ 11:30 PM

What's primal in my life?

"Jagged edges and pain can determine the course and force of one's life."
- Kay Redfield Jamison

Intense emotions and volatile moods.

The Tinkerbell effect: They exist only so long as we believe in them.

"Supposing truth is a woman- what then?"
-Nietzsche

It's up to you to interpret. Up to you to believe, up to your own beliefs.

*Mrs Constance Wong made me fall in love with quotes lol.

Edit @0223

"不敢,是因為心虛. 越是不說,你就越是想. 好好想想吧."
-景天

He said this while he's drunk in the show.

Nonetheless, make sense, isn't it?

Labels: lifeeee.., quotes..

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Down. @ 7:09 PM

A vacuum in the soul.

"It's a modern tragedy that despair has so many spokesman, and hope so few."
- Oscar Hammerstein II

*Whoever spreads our class vid has no shame. I'm disgusted, looking at efforts gone down the drain.

Edit@1930

My newest addiction.

Labels: addictions.., lifeeee.., quotes..

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Tall. @ 12:22 AM

Those painful memories are what can help us make it to tomorrow and become stronger.

That goes for everyone- Every single human being has that power within them.

Walk tall, and I, too, will keep walking tall, ever onwards.

It's a promise. Till we meet again.

-Fairy Tail Chapter 102

Labels: addictions.., quotes..

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

讓我照顧你.. @ 11:32 PM

Quote..

The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved.
Mother Teresa of Calcutta

Came across this quote while I was surfing the net.. Hmm, makes sense..

Today had emath paper, didn't manage to finish the graph.. Had mother tongue paper too.. Bloody difficult.. 1 compre qn nvr do.. Sigh..

After paper walked with Sam, WeiJie, GahWai, AhKai, LoonRong and GuoWei.. Ah Kai went cut hair while Sam and WeiJie went shakery to buy drinks.. The rest went home.. Tagged along and accompanied the 2 to take their bus back at cdans area.. WeiJie was looking at this girl lol.. ==

Walked around then homed.. Didn't really feel like doing anything..

A War to be fought tomorrow.. AMath and POA.. Exams ending soon.. Gonna be able to have more time and space to do some thinking.. Finally..

Venus..

讓我照顧你- 張芸京

作詞：陳忠義作曲：陳忠義

你一個人失了魂清晨哭到夜深不要別人問
我不出聲一直等聽你說你心疼當時好傻好天真
如果可以我願意這樣陪你到永恆

讓我照顧你面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己
像一個孩子躺在我懷裡

讓我照顧你在這荒蕪世界里
就算有新的劇情
在明天等著你然而在你最需要的此刻請讓我輕撫你

總有一天會有人一個懂你的人讓你從此不心疼
如果可以我願意這樣陪你到永恆

讓我照顧你面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己
像一個孩子躺在我懷裡

讓我照顧你在這荒蕪世界裡
就算有新的劇情在明天等著你
然而在你最需要的此刻
請讓我照顧你

你看破了虛偽揭穿愛的假面
後悔曾經為他付出一切
我會在你身邊當你傷心欲絕不奢望你湧然泉源
讓我照顧你面對再大的風雨
也能微笑做自己
像一個孩子躺在我懷裡

讓我照顧你在這荒蕪世界裡
就算有新的劇情在明天等著你
當你對這世界失去信任
請讓我照顧妳

Even till this day I won't really notice 張芸京 is actually a female.. ==

Labels: lifeeee.., quotes.., songs..

Mixed feelings.. @ 12:27 AM

Desperate? Yep.. I am desperate..

We need others. We need others to love and we need to be loved by them. There is no doubt that without it, we too, like the infant left alone, would cease to grow, cease to develop, choose madness and even death.

Leo F. Buscaglia

Labels: lifeeee.., quotes..

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

ignorance? @ 12:11 AM

While some may feel that ignorance is a bliss, I would rather face them.. Wad's happening? Why do things appear to be more and more complicated? Doubts and answers.. Will I be able to find all of you?

Quotes..
"每一個人是另一個人的景色在寂寞的時候什麼比愛更赤裸裸?"

Labels: lifeeee.., quotes..

Thursday, April 30, 2009

爱上寂寞 @ 12:10 AM

Bleh.. Lazy to post but still wanna post.. Hmm contradicting huh? Nvm I shall copy and paste again XD

Random quotes!

爱上寂寞..

生活事实比谎言要残酷
就像孤独比寂寞更深沉一样
当你面对一厢情愿的寂寞时
此时的心绪比孤独更疲惫
握着的手却无法触动的心
泪眼里早已模糊的背影
酸痛的感觉是那和的顽固
于是带着叹息坠入新的梦境
期盼梦中有个美好的心情
梦里依然是看不清的身影
不知不觉中，习惯了感受虚无的气息
在思念燃烧的季节里
思念的温度却熔化不掉我的寂寞
无奈的将自己在寂寞里化为灰烬
寂寞是思念给的苦···
也许沉沦这种寂寞是一种清福
也是一种难得的境界
更是供你喘息时的一丝新鲜空气在喘息的瞬间
反思自己此时的寂寞
便是可遇不可求的了

OMG! I'm going crazy over this!

盧學叡!! >.<

Yawnz.. Never felt so lethargic.. Bleh..

Labels: lifeeee.., quotes..

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

haha.. @ 12:05 AM

Time for updates haha..

Hmm just now bought 2 physics book, 1 POA guide and 1 chem guide.. $55 T.T Well investments haha.. Sure high profits de!

Btw, really wanna thank MrLim.. Though you only 不经意 de tell me not to give up on my sciences, it really meant a lot to me.. Well, guess i'm this kind of person haha.. Thanks a lot!

Went for the regular supper trip, realised that my caffeine intake for today is crazy.. Ehhh chocolate, 2x milk tea, 2x coffee ice.. Opps! This cannot be happening! x.x Time to cut down haha.. Played with paper aeroplane while walking home with the regulars of LasTuRoex.. Haha nostalgic memories ^^ Really enjoyed myself for the first time in 2 weeks.. I dunno how to describe myself.. Guess i've got lots of growing up to do.. Hope tmr would be a better day!

Weather has been sucky this past few days.. Everyone please take care!

Woots surfed the net randomly and quoted some random stuffs as usual..

人跌倒了连自己都不想站起来，别人想帮也帮不了你。
再长的隧道也会有出口，再大的困难也会有解决的办法。
逆境和挫折降临的同时，你就会得到一笔提高能力的财富。
决定成功的因素并不是智力，而是心理因素，或者叫非智力因素。
即使是碎了的镜子，在阳光的照射下也照样会发光。
学会删除昨天的烦恼，确定今天的快乐，设置明天的幸福，你就会快快乐乐。
人不能自我设限，拟定低档的心理高度，把自己封闭在烦恼圈内。

Therefore.. STAY POSITIVE! Haha..

该是时间休息了..为了明日的憧憬, 我要补充睡眠, 准备冲刺! 要加油哦!

Need to use a picture to separate my blogposts.. Pathetic blogskin..

Labels: LasTuRoex, lifeeee.., quotes..