You're So Last Summer.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Down. @ 7:09 PM

A vacuum in the soul.

"It's a modern tragedy that despair has so many spokesman, and hope so few."
- Oscar Hammerstein II

*Whoever spreads our class vid has no shame. I'm disgusted, looking at efforts gone down the drain.

Edit@1930

My newest addiction.

Labels: addictions.., lifeeee.., quotes..

Monday, July 20, 2009

Freedom. @ 6:07 PM

爱错- 王力宏

北風毫不留情　把葉子吹落　坠落的它選擇了逃脫
葉子失去消息　風才感覺寂寞　整個冬天　北風的痛沒人能說

※ 我從來沒想過我會這樣做　從來沒愛過所以愛錯
我從哪裡起飛從哪裡降落　多少不能原諒的錯卻不能重來過 ※

翻開回憶角落　完美的生活　以為幸福都可以掌握
仔細回味當初　那個故事背後　Oh 原來是我　犯下從沒承認的錯
Repeat ※

在這少了妳的世界 Oh~
找不回那些感覺　其實我不想道別　那些過去

我從來沒想過　我會這樣做
從來沒愛過　所以愛錯 (從來沒有愛過那麼認真)
我從哪裡起飛　從哪裡降落
多少不能原諒的錯　卻不能重來過
我從來沒想過　我會這樣做
從來沒愛過　所以愛錯
我從哪裡起飛　從哪裡降落
多少不能原諒的錯　請妳原諒我的愛錯

Somehow i've been associated with this.

Emo? What a joke.

I don't even have the slightest of freedom to feel what I really wanted to feel.

It doesn't pay well to be one sided too.

Edit @2357

胡楊林- 與幸福有關

填词:蔡燕婷
作曲:魏文浩编曲:杨阳

灰色阴天陪伴著想念
轻敲回忆的门要眼泪听见
双手捂住了耳朵我不准记惦
我用力的呼吸却泛红了眼
雨滴下了模糊眼前视线
努力隐藏的痛反而越明显
我们曾扣著指尖承诺彼此的明天
当你放开了手遗忘在昨天
我还记得你温柔的双眼
第一句我爱你多么的甜
幸福的瞬间我们都曾相信会是永远
你决定转身离开的那天
曾属於我们的约定化成了碎片
那幸福的瞬间多么不舍得也要说再见
雨滴下了模糊眼前视线
努力隐藏的痛反而越明显
我们曾扣著指尖承诺彼此的明天
当你放开了手遗忘在昨天
我还记得你温柔的双眼
第一句我爱你多么的甜
幸福的瞬间我们都曾相信会是永远
你决定转身离开的那天
曾属於我们的约定化成了碎片
那幸福的瞬间忽然被划上了句点
相信等待奇迹就会出现
相信不放弃会到终点
可是我们之间已分隔两道爱的平行线
幸福原来也有一个期限
逾期感觉会慢慢沉淀
消失一点一点只剩昨天
我还记得你温柔的双眼
第一句我爱你多么的甜
幸福的瞬间我们都曾相信会是永远
你决定转身离开的那天
曾属於我们的约定化成了碎片
那幸福的瞬间多么不舍得也要说再见
至少拥有过幸福的瞬间

Haven't heard such a nice song for a long long time.. GAWD I'm addicted! :x

Labels: addictions.., lifeeee.., songs..

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Tall. @ 12:22 AM

Those painful memories are what can help us make it to tomorrow and become stronger.

That goes for everyone- Every single human being has that power within them.

Walk tall, and I, too, will keep walking tall, ever onwards.

It's a promise. Till we meet again.

-Fairy Tail Chapter 102

Labels: addictions.., quotes..

Monday, June 22, 2009

Significance. @ 11:56 PM

不一定快樂- 黃雅莉
詞:王雅君
曲:范瑋琪

回憶慢慢的往前走
怎麼我卻一直在退後
退到發現只能握住風

天地遼闊此刻的我
住進沙漠掉進了漩渦

做了一場變了形的夢
夢裡的雨後沒有彩虹
但我們卻用力追到痛~

任性的我當時不懂
放開的左手用力過了頭更痛

這一次我想我真的懂
所以眼淚選擇不再流
幸福到曲折迷路了
你可以選你要的夢

這一次我想我真的懂
一半幸福不一定快樂
謝謝是你讓我懂了
面對心痛也捨得放手

做了一場變了形的夢
夢裡的雨後沒有彩虹
但我們卻用力追到痛~

任性的我當時不懂
放開的左手用力過了頭更痛

這一次我想我真的懂
所以眼淚選擇不再流
幸福到曲折迷路了
你可以選你要的夢

這一次我想我真的懂
一半幸福不一定快樂
謝謝是你讓我懂了
面對心痛也捨得放手

這一次我想我真的懂
所以眼淚選擇不再流
幸福到曲折迷路了
你可以選你要的夢

這一次我想我真的懂
一半幸福不一定快樂
謝謝是你讓我懂了
面對心痛也捨得放手

If only things could be that significant.

Labels: addictions.., lifeeee.., songs..

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

My kind of song. @ 11:28 PM

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Being 2years of JPOP fanatic, it wasn't that insignificant huh.

This is still my kind of song.

Bloom with the melody, wither with the lyrics.

Labels: addictions.., songs..

Saturday, June 13, 2009

命. @ 10:05 PM

足足兩個月的愚昧, 夠了吧.

我要對自己更好.

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Be Survivor from Eyeshield 21 by ZZ (Episode 15 Insert)

I really want to do what I feel
It’s not that big of a deal right now
With too much awkwardness I place my hands
Sweeping victory be survivor

We are ones that hurt each other like we have no feelings
Just with one ideal, we get nearer through painstaking work
I don’t give a damn of what is right
Since there is a road leading to many, let’s believe in clear-cut dream maker

Hey, are you going to throw it away? Are you going to avoid it?
I feel it’s my mission

Love for life, drive for light ultramarine colored sky
Cry for fight, smile for bright lets cut through it
Love for life, drive for light I think I see tomorrow
Cry for fight, smile for bright shaking your heads

I really want to do what I feel
It’s not that big of a deal right now
With too much awkwardness I place my hands
Sweeping victory be survivor

Because I want the flower that I protect, one day bloom
As if I bit through a chaotic tangled up rope
Where is a place I can rest?
There is a place right here
A story without a scenario
Morning Glory past the battle

Hey, can you go? Or are you going to run?
I feel a responsibility

Love for life, drive for light through bloody
Cry for fight, smile for bright you should laugh at the now
Love for life, drive for light the tears have dried
Cry for fight, smile for bright shaking you heads

I really want to do what I feel
It’s not that big of a deal right now
With too much awkwardness I place my hands
Sweeping victory be survivor

Love for life, drive for light ultramarine colored sky
Cry for fight, smile for bright lets cut through it
Love for life, drive for light I think I see tomorrow
Cry for fight, smile for bright shaking your heads

Love for life, drive for light let’s run up the stairs of life
Cry for fight, smile for bright everyday and every night, fresh and cleared
Love for life, drive for light my own self is the best rival
Cry for fight, smile for bright sweeping victory be survivor

I really want to do what I feel
It’s not that big of a deal right now
With too much awkwardness I place my hands
Sweeping victory be survivor

Labels: addictions.., lifeeee.., songs..

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

별빛눈물 (Starlight Tears) – 김유경 (Kim YuKyung) @ 6:28 PM

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :D

[/edit]

Yet another nice song to reco..

별빛눈물 (Starlight Tears) – 김유경 (Kim YuKyung)

새하얀 별빛이 눈물을 감싸요
따뜻한 바람에 눈물이 내려요
그대 느끼나요
조용히 속삭이는 그대를 향한 이 떨림을

하얀 종이 위에 그댈 그려요
따뜻한 미소가 날 안아 주네요
이게 사랑인가요
두 눈을 감아 봐도 그대만 보이는 걸요

I will be waiting for you
그댈 기다릴게요
더이상 아픈 눈물 보이지 않을래요
You let me know 거짓말 같은 사랑
놓지 않을 거에요 바로 그대니까요

그대와의 기억 속을 걷고 있어요
가슴 속 가득히 눈물이 고여요
나 어떻게 하죠
꿈속에서도조차 그대를 그리워해요

I will be waiting for you
그댈 기다릴게요
더이상 아픈 눈물 보이지 않을래요
You let me know 거짓말 같은 사랑
놓지 않을 거에요 바로 그대니까요

날 바라봐 줘요 저기 저 별들처럼
내 맘의 그대가 되어줄 수 없나요

I will be waiting for you
그댈 기다릴게요
더이상 아픈 눈물 보이지 않을래요
You let me know 거짓말 같은 사랑
놓지 않을 거에요 바로 그대니까요

Translation..

the white starlight envelops the tears
the tears fall in the warm wind
do you feel it?
this trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way

i draw you on this white paper
the warm smile holds me
is this love?
even when i close my eyes, i see only you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that’s like a lie, i’ll never let it go
because that love is you

i’m walking in my memories with you
the tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
what should i do?
even in my dreams, i miss you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that’s like a lie, i’ll never let it go
because that love is you

please look at me, like the faraway stars
can’t you be the one that’s in my heart

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that’s like a lie, i’ll never let it go
because that love is you

Palpitation..

Labels: addictions.., lifeeee.., songs..

Monday, June 1, 2009

조금은 (A Little Bit) – 서진영 (Seo JinYoung) @ 2:41 PM

조금은 (A Little Bit) – 서진영 (Seo JinYoung)

슬퍼지면 꽃향기를 맡죠
그리운 그대 향기를 만져요
거리를 걸어요 바람에 스치는
그대 숨결 닿을 듯 해요

알고있죠 그댄 내 맘 모르죠
보고싶어 난 또 편지를 적어요
수줍은 내 마음 꽃잎에 띄워서
그대에게 보내요

난 웃어요 힘이들면 웃어요
혼자서도 난 행복해요
멀리서 멀리서 바라봐야 하지만
그저 한걸음 조차 다가서지 못하고

조금은 알고있나요 조금은 볼 수있나요
그댄 꿈처럼 나의 맘 속 조용히 흐르면
문득 조금은 난 그댈 사랑하는 마음을
살며시 보이고 싶은걸

기분 좋은 그대 노래 소리에
수줍은 듯 난 또 가슴이 뛰어요
혹시나 그대가 이런 날 볼까봐
살며시 또 숨어요

난 웃어요 외로워도 웃어요
혼자서도 난 잘해왔죠
말없이 말없이 뒷모습을 보지만
그대 부드러운 손 잡아보고 싶지만

조금은 알고있나요 조금은 볼 수있나요
그댄 별처럼 나의 맘 속 추억을 만들어
아주 조금은 난 그대 따사로운 어깨에
기대어 잠들고 싶어요

운명이겠죠 사랑이겠죠
알까요 이런 내 마음을

조금은 알고있나요 조금은 볼 수있나요
그댄 꿈처럼 나의 맘 속 조용히 흐르면
문득 조금은 난 그댈 사랑하는 마음을
살며시 보이고 싶어요

조금은 그대를 그리죠

Translation..

whenever i’m sad, i smell the fragrance of the flowers
i miss you, i touch your scent
walking the distance, fleeting in the wind
i feel as though i could touch your breath

you know, you don’t know my heart
i miss you. i write a letter again
plucking a petal of my shy heart
i send it to you

i smile. when it’s hard, i smile.
even though i’m alone, i’m happy
though i have to watch you from far away, far away
and you don’t walk towards me one step

do you know at least a little? could you look at me just a little?
you flow in my heart quietly like a dream
suddenly, i want to cautiously show you a little of my loving heart

at the sound of your cheerful song
my seemingly shy heart starts to thud
lest should you see me like this
i hide again gently

i smile. even though i’m lonely, i smile
i’ve done okay so far by myself
though i look at your back figure without a word, without a word
though i want to hold your soft hands

do you know at least a little? could you look at me just a little?
you make memories in my heart like a star
just a little, i want to lean on your warm shoulders and fall asleep

this is probably destiny. it’s probably love.
could you know, this heart of mine?

do you know at least a little? could you look at me just a little?
you flow in my heart quietly like a dream
suddenly, i want to cautiously show you a little of my loving heart

just a little, i miss you

Nice song.. From Boys Over Flowers OST (Great Soundtrack!)

[/edit] Terminator with LasTuRoex @Lot1.. It's been an enjoyable day!~

Labels: addictions.., LasTuRoex, songs..

Sunday, May 31, 2009

내 머리가 나빠서.. @ 12:38 AM

Addicted to the song.. GAWD! D:

바래도 다시 바래도
니가 너무 보고싶은 날엔
너무 견디기 힘든 날에는
너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아
혼자 다시 또 crying for you
니가 너무 생각나는 날엔
가슴 시리고 슬픈 날에는
니가 보고싶다 입가에 맴돌아
혼자 다시 또 crying for you
혼자 다시 또 missing for you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you

OMG! EMO!~ ):

More translations..

只因為我太傻
除你之外什麼都不知道
眼裡只有他的你
根本就不懂我的心意吧

你的一天一天裡没有我的存在
連回憶都不曾有過
而固執地只看你的我
却常常流下眼淚

我來说看著你的背影都是幸福
你终究是不了解我的心意
匆匆地擦身而過

瘋狂想你的時候
苦苦支撑的時候
我愛你的話就在嘴邊
却依然獨自一人crying for you
依然獨自一人missing for you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

你的一天一天裡没有我的存在
連回憶也不曾有
而固執地只著你的我
却在獨自编織著美好的回憶

對我來說愛情就像美麗的傷口
看著你甜美的微笑
我却不能陪你一起

腦海裡不斷浮現你的身影的時候
胸口冰凉悲痛的時候
思念你的說就在嘴邊
却依然獨自一人crying for you
依然獨自一人missing for you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

Bye bye never say goodbye
即使把握不住你
I need you 什麼話都說不出口
I want you 只能一遍遍地祈願

想你的時候
苦苦支撑的時候
我愛你的話就在嘴邊
却依然獨自一人crying for you

腦海裡不斷浮現你的身影的時候
胸口冰凉悲痛的時候
思念你的話就在嘴邊
却依然獨自一人crying for you
依然獨自一人missing for you
Baby I love you I'm waiting for you

Labels: addictions.., songs..

Saturday, May 30, 2009

내 머리가 나빠서- SS501 @ 2:30 AM

내 머리가 나빠서
SS501
꽃보다 남자 OST

내 머리는 너무나 나빠서
너 하나밖에 난 모르고
다른 사람을 보고있는 넌
이런 내 마음도 모르겠지
너의 하루에 나란 없겠지
또 추억조차 없겠지만
너만 바라만 보고있는 난
자꾸 눈물이 흐르고있어
너의 뒷 모습을
보는것도 난 행복이야
아직 나의 마음을 몰라도
끝내 스치듯이 가도

CHORUS:
니가 너무 보고싶은 날엔
너무 견디기 힘든 날에는
너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아
혼자 다시 또 crying for you
혼자 다시 또 missing for you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you
너의 하루에 난 없겠지
또 기억조차 없겠지만
너만 바라만 보고있는 나
혼자 추억을 만들고 있어
내겐 사랑이란 아름다운 상처같아
너의 예쁜 미소를 보아도
함께 난 웃지도 못해

CHORUS:
니가 너무 생각나는 날엔
가슴 시리고 슬픈 날에는
니가 보고싶다 입가에 맴돌아
혼자 다시 또 crying for you
혼자 다시 또 missing for you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you

Bye bye never say good bye
이렇게 잡지 못하지만
I need you
아무 말도 못해 I want you
바래도 다시 바래도
니가 너무 보고싶은 날엔
너무 견디기 힘든 날에는
너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아
혼자 다시 또 crying for you
니가 너무 생각나는 날엔
가슴 시리고 슬픈 날에는
니가 보고싶다 입가에 맴돌아
혼자 다시 또 crying for you
혼자 다시 또 missing for you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you

Translation

Because I am a fool
The only thing I think about is you
But I know that you are thinking about somebody else
And you probably don’t even know my heart

I probably don’t exist in your daily life
And I’m sure you have no thoughts of me
But for me, I spend my days thinking about you
And my tears still fall

Just looking at your retreating figure
Is happiness to me
Even if you don’t know my feelings
Even if you simply brush me aside

In those days when I desperately want to see you
Those days that are so hard to bear
My mouth wordlessly repeats “I love you”
And all alone I cry for you again
And all alone I’m missing you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you

I probably don’t exist in your daily life
And I’m sure you have no memories of me
But for me, I spend my days thinking about you
And create my own memories

For me
Love is a beautiful scar
Even when I see your beautiful smile
I cannot smile with you

In those days when all I think about is you
Those days when my heart is cold and sad
My mouth wordlessly repeats “I want to see you”
And all alone I cry for you again
And all alone I’m missing you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you

Bye bye never say good bye
Even though I can never have you
I need you
I can’t say a word, I want you
I plead and again I plead

In those days when I desperately want to see you
Those days that are so hard to bear
My mouth wordlessly repeats “I love you”
And all alone I cry for you again

In those days when all I think about is you
Those days when my heart is cold and sad
My mouth wordlessly repeats “I want to see you”
And all alone I cry for you again
And all alone I’m missing you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you

Wow.. Ending song for 花樣男子.. SAD DAO BAO! D: But then.. SUPER NICE!~~

Labels: addictions.., songs..

Monday, May 18, 2009

半情歌.. @ 11:42 AM

元若蓝 - 半情歌(偶像剧《命中注定我爱你》插曲)
作词：陈静楠
作曲：方文良
编曲：吴俊毅

花接受凋零风接受追寻
心的伤还有一些不要紧
我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天有多快乐不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了
伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱着一半的歌

你将会被谁抱紧唱什么歌哄他开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁停一停

你的明天有多快乐不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱着一半的歌

我的明天快不快乐都是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福一半甜的一半苦的
像我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
另一半的歌

还记得，那时是你给我听这首歌..

OMG! I've turned my mom into an addict! D:

你的快乐，会回来的..

Labels: addictions.., lifeeee.., songs..

Friday, May 15, 2009

Runaway.. @ 11:33 PM

Today is the last day of exams.. Dying bah.. 3days sleep the hours can use both hand count.. Glad it's over..

Ps a lot of people.. Sry people for not going for soccer.. Sry ZhenYu nvr pei u to creative..

Instead of joy, emptiness is way more significant.. Went into my cave for a moment.. Glad i'm out..

Homed, head to ZhenYu's place.. Thanks auntie!

Homed, tuition with LasTuRoeX.. Enjoyed myself haha..

Homed, dinnered.. Yay new clothes rack.. Cool~~

第三個星期又第五天, 我不得不習慣一個人生活.

Numbing and occupying myself with 命中注定我愛你~~

Labels: addictions.., LasTuRoex, lifeeee..